Motherhood Experience-Twins Mummy

Salam readers :)

Ramai gak yg message nad share their motherhood experienced..
Ade gak yg nak tau camne nad cope taking care of the twins..heheheh
Erm...camne nak cakap eh?

Actually i have no choice...nak xnak..mase berpantang aritu..me n hubby yg jage twins...
Hohoho..gile x??
Alhamdulillah..twins sihat alhamdulillah...
Nak wat cmne..both my mom n mil...kene kerja..so xde sape dapat jage nad time dlm pantang...

And mase nad pantang...erkkkk, nad dok bejalan sane sini..coz twins dlm NICU..
so everyday dok ulang alik hospital...naik kerusi roda n sambil tahan perut..juz to see my adorable kids!
Trust me..kesakitan tu hilang bile tgk muke twins...wlupon mase tu twins juz tido je dlm incubator...
Nad akan bercakap dgn dieorg n usap2 tangan dieorg...mcm xpercaya yg i'm a mother now..Thank Allah!

Ok, nad mmg xpantang langsung..seriau kan?
i have to...coz mane nak cari lauk2 pantang..bile nad tekejar sane sini gi hospital...
Bile nad cite pengalaman nad..ade readers yg bgtau..OMG..kalau dieorg..sure dh meroyan kot...
erkkkkkk, mmg xdinafikan..mase dlm pantang..emotional kite xstabil!
Yes..nad admit that..nad pon bape kali nanges ok..

Dahla my babies dlm NICU...plus nad sakit Czer..plak tu 1st time experience bersalin...all in 1 ok.
Bile babies dah balik umah..dgn babies berjaga..meragam..tu ade la normal...
Alhamdulillah twins jenis yg xnanges sgt..but dieorg akan feeding every hour kot..
hahahaahah...mase tu mmg nad bad mood btol..
mane kite nak rehat..pastu nak jage babies...
nad pnah marah babies tau..geram rase bile kite baru nak baring..dieorg dok terjage nak susu..pastu nanges...
Hoihhhhhh..mase tu mmg mcm2 perasaan ade tau x...

Mase tu la, kalau x kuat iman..mcm2 bende bleh jadi....mcm2 hasutan syaitan tau...
Nad sampai skang rase bersalah coz nad pernah menjerit kat twins... :( :( :(
im so sorrryyyyyyyy syg2...till now i feel SO GUILTY!!
ye la,,,ade skali tu nad sorang kat umah..husband gi keje la kan...pastu nad mmg xcukup tido...babies nanges plak..xpasal2 dieorg kene tengking!!
pastu mule dieorg terkebil2 pandang kite kan..trus nad mengucap!

Memang being a mother is not an ez phase...ye la, dari mase anak dara..ke zaman kawen...ko sesuke ati kan nak tido n bgn kol bape...
pastu penat bleh rehat..bleh baring...bile dah ade anak..hohoho 360 life ko berubah!
Xde nye ko bleh straight tido 5-6 jam straight ye...
hahahahah :)

Tapi actually kan..hargai la mase ni...
Anak kite tu xslamenye akan jadi baby...nanti dieorg dh bsar..lain plak kerenahnye...
kalau skang korang boleh nak cium baby tu..skejap kejap cium...kejap cium kan?
kang bile anak2 dh bsar..xkan stiap 5 minit ko nak cium?hahahahaah
Pastu skang baby senyum suci murni je bile tgk muke dieorg kan?

ok, since nad dh kerja nih..hahahah..adoyaiiiiiii...life nad makin tunggang langgang rasenye..
since maid nad xde..owh ye, nad sempat pakai maid almost 2 weeks je..pastu die kene balik atas masalah passport...
so babies nad anta kat baby sitter..erkkk, mmg aak mahal coz nad bayar rm60 per day..tapi Alhamdulillah..die jage my twins sgt bersih n baik..
Nad xconfident nak anta my babies kat nursery...

My babies premature..so nad kne trust org yg btol2 boleh jage babies..not for the sake of money.
So nad n hubby xkisah byr lebih skit..at least mind kite xworry so much..btol x?
So far, my BS skang ni jage dieorg ok sgt2...juz nad penat la..
mane nak bgn pagi siapkan babies..bg susu..pastu nad siap plak gi keje..pastu nak rushing anta umah BS..pastu rushing gi ofc...
Dok kl ni..wlupon perjalanan dlm 20 minit..boleh jadi 1 jam or more bile traffic...sighhhhhhhhh

Since nad start keje pas maternity leave..nad nye attendance mmg out la!
masuk keje kol 8am..nad sampai ofc kol 9 am...
mmg cant help it..kdg2 mmg rase nak pengsan!

owh ya..too badddd..last week nad pengsan ok!
probably im too stress n penat...
doc ckp migraine..Alhamdulillah dah buat CT Scan sume..tp mmg xde pe2..
Nad slalu pening lately n mcm nak pitam...
Ye la,coz mmg my life is soooooooo hectic now!!!

Skang kalau ari sabtu n ahad rase mcm nak tidoooooooooooo je...
Kalau dulu weekend je boleh berjalan kan?Skang kalau nak kuar umah pond ah malas tau x..
Mane lagi nak kemas umah..basuh baju..jage babies..
Adoiiiiiiiii...

Kdg2 nad rase mcm nak gi bercuti..nak tinggal babies...nak relax n tido!!!
boleh x?
hahahahah..tapi kan..kalau nad tinggal babies kejap pon..rase mcm xboleh
apetah lagi kalau xdpt tido dgn babies kan?

So camno??
Ati ni mmg rase nak cuti..badan ni nak rehat....
Ha..akibat nad xpantang kan...nad skang dh jd mcm nenek tua si bongkok tiga!
Nad sakit lutut and sendi2 tau..nape eh?sebab xpantang eh?
nad dah gi beurut dgn bape org dah..tp still same..
dieorg ckp maybe "bentan" coz nad mmg xjage pantang langsung..
Errrrkkkkkkk..ICE pon dah minum..cmne tuh??

Nampaknye kene la tunggu twins besar skit..by next year baru bleh jalan...sobs sobs...

Korang nye experience cmne bile dah jadi mommy nih?
Nad salute la kalau mommies yg still boleh jage badan..jage suami..jage anak..jage umah..foooh..koran mmg super mommy!!!!
Nad mmg xlarat wooooooo nak wat sume tuh...
Umah pon xlarat nak kemas slalu..hahahaaha..dasar pemalas!!!!

And owh ya..bile ad nak kurus nih?apsal prot aku still mcm org menagndung hah??