baby sitter or nursery????

Nad dh bape ari dh unpaid leave nih..nak masuk 3 ari dh...since last Friday.Last Friday Zara's dh Alhamdulillah 5 months and she's healthy. Syukur sgt2 coz Alesya xde problem Kat jantung. Dear readers...premature babies mmg byk Sgt kwn jage.since dieorg lahir xcukup bulan so Kdg2 organ n body system blom well develop. During last month Nye check up..doc ade dgr mcm sound Kat jantung alesya..so doc suruh closely monitor.mmg mase tu Doa Dan tawakal je yg nad ade.nad n family berdoa Sgt spy my twins sihat sentiasa. Alesya Alhamdulillah xde masalah jantung juz Arissa ni nak kne tunggu check up on 15th November ni.last check up and scan...otak arissa cam ade air skit. Doc ckp coz die premature...so otak tu xsempat nak tutup habis.InsyaAllah air dlm otak tu makan hilang sendri but still kne fully monitored. Korang sume tlg Doakan for my twins eh. Sape yg ade anak premature tau la cmne dugaan n ujian jage preemie babies. Doc ckp perkembangan zaras Sgt bgs n sihat...so InsyaAllah nothing to worry. Ok..bab baby sitter...nursery...maid...foooohhhhhh...mmg dh x larat!!!!! Nad dh 3 Kali tukar maid.1st maid umo 19!!!! Aiyooo..aku nk tgl anak kot..Bkn tgl anak pantang...ape yg 19 year old girl can handle???? Lagi lagi nak jage twins...it's not ez ok! 2nd maid nad die ckp xlarat nk jage twins...tu pon nad dh dpt agak coz mase die sampai umah nad...keje die melepak n tgk tv!!!! Bole situ tgk tv...ko ni nk dtg keje ke nk vacation uits???? Pastu byk Kali nad tgk die mcm x careful with the babies... Lepas susu xreti nk burp...pegang babies mcm kekok...aku nk histeria mengajar die cmne nk jage babies... Yg 3rd maid plak...keje ok..but she's having prob with her passport..so kne balik indon. U ols..nk amik maid bukan murah ye..beribu kot kne byr... Hmmmm..pastu nad ade few experienced plak dgn baby sitter. Ade yg Sgt ok...tp due to her commitment..die xleh nak jage twins forever...ade yg hurtful experienced pon ade ok... Pe korang rase bile amik anak Kat baby sitter..Shari kepala benjol..Shari jari berdarah...pastu laki calar la...Aduhhhhhhh..mcm2!!!! Kite pon jd xsnang ati kan? Bile Tanya seems like die xaware babies cmtu...aik???? Wiggins blom lasak lagi..mustahil la diwali guling or jatuh sendri kan????? Sape sanggup nak tgl anak dgn org kan? That's the difficult situation every mom's have to bear... Nad rase since few days nad unpaid leave n jage dieorg Kat umah...they seems happy...kalau x..bile letak je dlm basket dieorg tu...muke memasing dh monyok! Owhhhh..babies do have feelings tau..dieorg bijak!! How I wish n I wish I cud take care of twiggies...but unfortunately..hubby blom well stable. I mean...kalau nad benti...InsyaAllah hubby bleh tanggung basic necessities...tp x bleh merah.nanti xle nk mkn sdap2...xle nk g klcc bile weekend...xbleh nk travel Atleast once a year...n nanti x leh nk blikan twiggies mcm2... And yg plg penting..nanti twiggies x leh minum susu yg bgs..pakai pampers yg bgs...gi jumpe doctor yg bgs... And yes..medical twiggies Sgt Mahal coz even dieorg selsema n demam..nad mmg makan bwk dieorg jumpe paed.since dieorg preemie babies..I juz don't want to take a risk buy bringing them to normal clinic. No...I'm not being paranoid..juz I will make sure my twins gets the best in everything InsyaAllahhh Korang sume tolong Doakan nad eh...nad harap Sgt nad makan dpt keje lain...nad harap Sgt dpt gaji lebih...Ermmmmm nad skang tgh pk2 nak anta nursery or baby sitter? Nad nak anta kt adni kt melawati tu..tp toooo badddd..dieorg dh penuh till 2013!!!! Ermmmmm..mane nk nak cari nursery lagi area melawati..batu caves or keramat??? Ade gak kwn kwn ckp better anta nursery coz kt nursery ade program for stimulating...ade nursery yg Siap ajar the babies flash cards...music n etc. Menarik gak kan? Tp ade jugak org ckp mcm it's too early to let the babies blajar...biar dieorg member naturally as babies.. Korang rase cmne? U ols anta anak kt nursery or baby sitter? Cube share skit.. Tq darlingssss...