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Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Baju Raya Alesya & Arissa

Assalamualaikum...

Weee, dah nak raya...arini nad last keje before cuti raya sminggu start esok...
hohoho..balik kampung....hohoho balik kampung...hati girang....
eceh...nad tahun ni balik kg belah hubster...balik Masjid Tanah, Melaka...

Aritu nad order mcm2 kat online untuk twins :)
Nad gi shopping mall cari brg2 dieorg xde mase sangat,coz time nad skang ni sgt2 la limited...
fooooooohhhhhhhh, kalau dpt kuar tu bestnye rase!hahahaaha

Twins still kecik and it is not advisable to bring them to public yet...so, agak susah la nad nak kuar kan?
So oleh itu...bile on9 shopping..hahaahah, click n clik....

TARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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Inilah hasilnyeeeeeee....GULP!!!!!!


Nampak x parcel yg kebetulan semuanye sampai kat office nad arini...
Heh, cmne aku nak angkut masuk kete nih?
Sampai berkotak you olsssssss

Barang2 yang nad beli untuk dieorg pakai raya...


Cotton booties...













Timberland Jeans & sweater

Nad mmg suke timberland nye jeans for kids la...xsemestinye baby gurl xleh pakai timberland kan?




Guess Pink Boots! Nad sukeeeeee..hahahaha, padahal dieorg xmuat lagi...hahahahhaah




Ni baju raya yg my mom belikan for her cucu :)



Ni sebahagian baju coz baju yg dalam kotak tu nad x bukak lagi...hahaahahhaahah :)
Aiseh...mmg xdapat langsung la control bile wat on9 shopping nih...
Erkkkkkkk...sure husband nad bising ni coz mmg byk dah nad bli baju for twins....
gerammmmmm je tgk baju babies...


Di kesempatan ini...nad ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri n Maaf Zahir Batin



ps : Xsbr mak makan ketupat rendang coz selama ni asik berdiet control makan!!!
Tapi skang memandangkan nad dh gmokkkkk..ha, diet ketupat rendang pon xgune...gagagagagaga!

Sunday, August 12, 2012

International Baby Expo 2012 - KLCC

Salam...
How's ur weekend ladies?
Nad sempat gi International Baby Expo (IBEX) kat KLCC semalam.
Kali ni nad rase best skit compared to Mid Valley nye expo aritu...
Yela, skang ni baru la larat n gigih nak jalan...kalau x mase kat Mid aritu..nak melangkah pon rase xlarat....

Pagi2 nad dah kejutkan hubby suruh bangun n siap2...xsbr nak gi shopping nih..hahahah
Nad pon dah siap2kan babies dah...tp nad xbwk dieorg gi expo tu...dieorg kcik lagi, so mcm leceh nak bawak...lagipon doctor xbg bwk kuar since Alesya & Arissa premature babies..so antibodi dieorg still xkuat...lagi dgn tempat ramai org cmtu..so xelok.
Nad pon anta kat umah my mom, mintak tolong die jagakan jap..heheheh

So sampai kat IBEX, mmg agak ramai jugak orang...tp sebab KLCC CONVEX tu besar...so xde la nak bersesak2...or kaki kene pijak dgn stroller ke ape...
Nad sempat la gak rembat few things...hahahah, itu pon dh kene screened dgn hubby dulu...
kalau ikutkan, mcm2 lagi nad nak bli...coz bile tgk brg2 baby...aduhaiiiiiiiiiiiii...comelnye!!!!

Antara barang2 yg sempat nad rembat :

PUREEN WIPES - RM 9 per packet

Wipes ni nad rembat 6 packet...senang xpyh nak asik beli je....





Baju tido ni murahhh... Top die RM6 sahaja! And seluar die pon RM6... so sepasang dlm RM12..kire murah la kan?
Ha, nampak x bib kucing tu..comel x? RM6 jugak




Whoopee pampers ni RM25 for 78pcs.
Kire murah kan?
Currently nad pakai mamy poko..dlm rm38 untuk 52 pcs.
Alesya & Arissa selalu kene tukar pampers...bayangkan...wlupon pampers tu masih kering...and dieorg shi shi..dieorg akan nanges mintak tukar pampers!!!
Lepas tukar..trus diam..eh eh..pandainye...tau x pampers tu mahal nak oits!!!!
So, nad ingat nak try guna whoopee pampers ni kat umah..ye la, kdg2 xsampai 2 jam skali tukar pampers...kalau pakai Mamy Poko tu boleh kopak ok!!!




Comel x rompers ni?
1 packet ade 5 helai...RM 45




Swadle polkadot ni RM35.
Swadle ni moden..ade zip, so xpayah kite nak lilit2 kain tu..tapiiiiiiii
Buat rugi je nad bli....Alesya & Arissa mmg xmo langsung duduk dlm swadle ni tau...
Nak tgk x muke dieorg marah bile kene swadle??



Nampak x muke Alesya bengang tuh? And Arissa menanges...mmg xsuke...hahahaahaha

Nampak gayanye..kalau nad nak bedung babies..., mmg kene kuarkan tangan dieorg...




Ha, next time..kalau nad nak gak pakaikan dieorg bedung..kene pakaikan camni...
See, i'm free mama!hahahaahaa




Legging ni rm15 sepasang.
Nad dah lame cari legging untuk babies..tapi sume besar..so bile nad jumpe size 0-6 Months ...ape lagi nad bli byk skit...

Nad dah try pakaikan kat Alesya & Arissa..
Hahahahah..comel kan?







Nad sempat bli bottle MAM & Dr Brown.


Inilah hasil tangkapan di IBEX...

Taraaaaaaaaaaaaa



Banyak x?
Hahahahhaah....boleh la nanti pakai raya kan...






Wednesday, August 8, 2012

My Roller Coaster Journey

Assalamualaikum...

Hari ni dah 20 hari kite berpuasa....next week InsyaAllah dah raya kan?
Nad nye milk production makin turun la...risau plak...
hurm.......entry nad kali ni..nad juz nak share nad nye experienced being a mom....
Nad slalu pk, boleh ke nad jage anak?ready ke nad nak ade anak? Jage anak?? TRUST me...bile u dh melahirkan n dah nampak baby tu depan mata..naluri keibuan tu terus automatic ade.
Bile nad deliver babies...unfortunately my babies xboleh bersama dgn nad...
Dioerg kene dok dlm NICU coz of premature labor at 33 weeks...
Walaupon babies xde dgn nad...tp mase beberapa jam nad lahirkan dieorg tu...nad rase rindu sgt...
mcm ade sesuatu yg kurang bile babies xde dgn kite...
Padahal mase tu blom lagi bonding dgn babies...ye la, pas deliver..doctor trus amik babies...xtunjuk langsung dekat nad.

Nad sayu...rindu....mcm dah lame bersama dgn babies...ye la, almost 8 month plus dlm perut kan?
Sebab tu...wlupon nad sakit..xleh jalan..nad tetap kuatkan hati pegi gak NICU tgk babies..coz nad rase bile tgk babies..sume kesakitan yg nad tanggung tu hilang.
Walaupon mase tu babies asik tido...tapi nad still ckp2 dgn dieorg...
kdg2 dieorg senyum..mcm bg semangat kat nad :)
Bile nad n hubby dtg..kdg2 tetibe babies buka mata...mcm tau2 je mama n abah die dtg....pandai anak mama ni!

Sampai doctor kat NICU pon mcm ckp kat nad...wow, bgs u eh..duduk sini lama2..xpenat ke?
nad senyum je...mau xpenat....dah la baru bersalin..czer plak tu..pastu xberpantang..xmengurut sume..fooohhhhhhh! lagi berjalan2...NGERI BEB!!!
Nad pon ngeri...tp tu la yang terpakse nad lalui...

mase dlm NICU, before nak balik tu..nad kene rooming in dgn babies...
Ha, mase tu la...nad dah rase my life change 360 degrees!!!
hahaahahah, jgn harap la nak tido....
kang tgh feeding Alesya...Arissa plak nanges...or sebaliknye...
Mase kat NICU, nad xtido langsung straight for 4 days!!!!
hahaahhaahh..serious rase cm zombie..mcm badan je jejak bumi...otak n fikiran xtau ke mana.

Mase tu nad nak sgt bwk babies balik coz i really need a rest...
Mase bwk balik tu..hahahah, mmg kelam kabut jugakla jaga..
ye la, nad berdua je dgn hubby kat umah...
Babies nanges pon kiteorg xtau nak buat ape...

Now dah 2 months plus nad being a mom... :)
kdg2 xpercaya yg nad dah ade anak..heheheheh
Mmg now life nad changed 100% almost....
Now kalau ade sale or masuk shopping complex...dah xde dah nad shopping untuk diri sendri...sumenye untuk my lovely angels...
And skang dah xde mcm dulu nad nak pakai baju ketat2...kan xelok seorg ibu pakai pakaian yg menjolok mata...(chewahhhhhhhhh..padahal dah gmok, so kalau pakai bj ketat2..lemak tu terbonjol2 u ols!!!!) hahahhah
And nad noticed, nad lebih penyabar skang...
Nad ni mmg temper person..tp skang ni Alhamdulillah, nad cool down skit...

Erm, bile ade babies kan...jgn harap kite dapat tido senang lenang 8 jam tido shari ok!!!
Mimpi je la tu...skang pkol 5am nad dah siap2 pegi keje..pdhal baru masuk tido dlm pkol 12-1am mcmtu...tu blom lagi in between babies terjaga n bg susu...
Nasib baik hubby nad jenis yg phm n menolong..so kdg2 die bg nad tido lame skit...dpt la tido lame skit when he took care of the babies...
tapi kdg2 ksian gak kat hubby..mane leh die bjg lelame kan?so kite kene take turn...


Bile babies meragam, or mcm sakit...kiteorg xpernah jemu2 bawak pegi clinic or hospital...
Walaupon malam..pagi2 buta time org lain tgh tido...
Sejak kuar NICU, bile kiteorang rase something wrong..mmg cepat2 kiteorg bwk jumpe doctor...
Kdg2 maybe org ckp selsema je..tp, babies ni xboleh leka tau..
even selsema pon can be harmful to the baby...
Nad xmo amik risk, coz dieorg ni premature babies...
Sebab tu nad mmg monitor babies btol2....

Last Monday, babies selsema...nanges2 coz mcm susah nak nafas...
Nad pon bwk gi Ampang Puteri Hospital, jumpe Paeditrician.
Doctor yg available mase tu Dr Kumari...erm, masyaAllah..charges die mahal nak mampos!!
She charged me rm680 per baby!!!!
Erkkkkk, nad ade twins!
So mase nak bayar kat counter tu...nad ckp kat cashier tu..erm, maafla kak..saya xcukup duit...
lgpon ubat sama kan 2-2 for babies, so sy amik untuk sorang je la...
dieorg bleh share...tp dlm otak dah sumpah seranah dah..
gile wehhhhhhhh, rm1k+ for twins...
mcm sakit truk..pdhal selsema je...
Harap2 cepatla baik anak mama nih....

Lagi 1 masalah nad is SUSU IBU!!!
Nad sedeh sgt coz nad nye susu xcukup untuk nad bg for both angels
Dahla babies xmo direct feed. Nad kene pam n letak dalam bottle.
Plak tu, kalau nad pump..dlm setengah jam, both miss B dpt la dlm 2 oz je..
mane cukup tuhhhhhhh :( :(
dah mcm2 nad try makan n minum..name it..makan sayur..minum horlick..susu..makan kurma...habbatus sauda..siap beli fenugreek tea...n dah amik ubat tambahkan susu from doctor..tu sume xjalan gak...
erm,pasrah je la...
nad mmg cemburu bile tgk org dapat susukan anak die..n bile dieorg pam...dpt berbotol2 susu..
Tapi nad??nak penuhkan 1 bottle pon xkesampaian lagi...
SEDEH! dah la premature babies mmg perlukan susu ibu!
Skang dieorg minum Enfalac A+. 1 tin susu about 900 gram boleh tahan dlm 4-5 days mcmtu...kalau sebulan??
Tu blom masuk pampers sume tu...
Skang nad pakai Mamy Poko...1 pampers tu dlm rm38. Seminggu babies pakai 2 pack pampers...
Hohohohohoh..byk kan expenses?
Kadang kadang nad risau...cukup ke duit kami nak tanggung babies?
Of course kami nakkan yg terbaik untuk babies kan?
InsyaAllah..ade rezki dieorg nanti kan?InsyaAllah...

Tahun ni nad raye kat Melaka...agak2 cmne nak bawak babies dlm kete tu eh?
Coz skang even from melawati-batu caves pon dieorg xsuke dok dlm basket tu..nak dukong..kalau dekat2..boleh la nad riba sorang n pegang sorang...
tp long journey cmne tuh?

Owh ye...bile nad dah start keje skang ni...rindu la kat babies...
Dah 2 ari nad EL coz babies xsihat...
Sepanjang nad keje almost 4 years..xpenah nad EL...
tapi nak wat cmne kan?my babies need me more....



Thursday, August 2, 2012

Zara's Is 2 MONTHS...

2nd August 2012, my twins dah 2 MONTHS Young :)
Happy 2 Months Babies...Mama harap babies dapat membesar dgn baik..
wowwww..how time flies sooooooooo fastttt..that means nad dah start keje....
Sekejap je rase kan?
Ye la..mane xnye...almost everyday nad kene ulang alik hospital...so mmg la xde rase nak berehat langsung...
Honestly mmg penat sgt2...hanye Allah yg tau..
So mase nad jumpe PAED kat HUKM, alhamdulillah docs ckp twins dah lost their premmie looks!
Yeayyyy, they are 3.7 kg now

Now i know..its  not ez to become A MOM!!
yeahhhhh..i have to be SUPERMAMA coz nak kene jage 2 babies at a time....
Kalau sorang nanges...automatic sorang lagi nanges tau......
UWAAAAAAAAAAAAA..time tu mama nye pon rase nak nanges skali...
Dahla kite tgh berpantang...penat...pastu dok kene ulang alik hospital...makan xjage..diri xjage...xcukup tido lagi....
Tapi bile tgk muke both my babies...MasyaAllah..hilang sume rase tu...
Setiap kali nad pandang wajah babies nad....nad bersyukur sangat2...rase bertuah dikurniakan anak kembar yg sgt2 comel...
Yes, i am soooooooo HAPPY! Alhamdulillah

Pernah nad bg susu kat Alesya...skali Arissa pon bgn nak susu..Adoiiiiiiiiii!!
cmne tuh?
dah la babies xleh saba...nanges mcm nak pecah 1 umah tu...
So ape nad buat, 1 baby nad kendong...tahan botol susu kat pipi nad...sorang lagi letak kat peha...
hahaahahaha...korang dapat bayangkan x?

And pernah dalam kete..2-2 skali gak menanges...nak angakt dieorg dah la susah..coz bdn still fragile...
Ape yg nad buat...angkat sorang letak kat peha n sorang lagi nak kendong...
Dahla dalam kete bergerak2..aduhhhhh..kene pegang dieorg bebetol kang terjatuh kang..NAYA je...

Nak kuar gi memane pon susah tau skang..hahahah, ye la...nak kne siapkan 2 babies kan akan amik mase yg mmg lame skit la...
Nak siapkan dieorg...mandi..pastu menyusu...heheheeheh :)
mmg kalau nad nak kuar tu..kne la siap awal2...
Owh ye, smlm nad start keje...mmg agak mencabar jugak la..
Dari pkol 6am nad dah siap2..brg2 babies dah siap pack mlm sebelumnye lagi..pastu nad siap2 mandi nak gi keje. Kene siap awl coz since nad xde maid..nad kene anta babies kat umah MIL.
Seb baik husband keje sendri...so die boleh jage babies till afternoon, then my SIL plak jage sampai nad balik keje.
Memang berperang gak la pepagi..kelam kabut..kesian babies...kene angkut sane sini..sabar eh sayang...
InsyaAllah nanti lelame dah biasa, babies xrase pe2 k..
Mama dah xleh jage coz mama kene gi keje....
Selama ni mama boleh jage coz mama cuti..tp cuti 2 bulan je..time ni la jeles dgn GOV staff coz cuti maternity 3 months! sob sob sob...

Sedeh je nak gi keje....coz terpakse tinggalkan babies kat umah MIL...
slame 2 bulan ni nad berkepit je dgn dieorg...
kalau nad kuar kjap pon rase rindu sgt dgn babies...
Ni kan plak dlm 9 jam ka ofc....rindu serindu rindunye!!!

Ramai org tanye camne nad jage 2 babies..
heheeheheh :)
mmg nad akui, mmg agak penat coz kite xkan cukup rehat..
ye la, kalau org lain sorang baby..pastu boleh rehat jap sementara baby tu tido kan?
tp kalau jg 2 babies serentak...hahahahah, sendri mau ingat la...
Tapi nad xkisah...coz nad bersyukur sgt2 dgn ANUGERAH TERINDAH yg Allah berikan...

Kalau diberikan pilihan..tanpe ade sebarang masalah kewangan ke or masalah2 lain..nad mmg nak sgt dok umah jage babies...dapat tgk anak2 membesar depan mata..tapi dalam mase yg same, kite dapat pegang duit sendri..dapat shopping...dapat travel...dan dpt buat ape je yg kite nak...(hahahahhaha, budget kawen dgn anak TAN SRI????) kan best?
Sape xnak kan?tapi apekan daya...

Doakan sumenye dipermudahkan untuk nad eh?
Doakan nad dpt menjaga dan membesarkan my babies dgn baik



                                                      Wif baby Arissa




                                                    My Lovely Angels