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Thursday, November 8, 2012

Nak Pantang Selepas Pantang

Salam jumaat u ols...
Ha, korang tau kan..mase nad bersalin aritu..nad mmg xsempat nak berpantang..
dgn xde og jage n anak masuk NICU due to premature...so nad mmg xsempat nak berpantang..
Nad pantang ice je for 44 days..pastu hamekkkkkkkkkkkk ko!!! after that minum la ais sampai skang ok...

Al kisah...pas pantang..beratku naik 12kg!!!
Lepas pantang ye u olssss..orang pas pantang slim melim..aku jadi GEDEMPOL!!!
Hah..mmg sakit ati bile tgk bdn sendri kat cermin...tambah plak sakit ati bile ade org tgur eh..ARE U EXPECTING?? or U DAH PREGNANT BAPE BULAN?
Sedikit sentap yek...ni la akibatnye nad xpantang...

So..dah ramai orang tgur n nasihat nad supaya nad jage badan balik..
Since baby dah 5 months..n air susu dah dah xdeeeeeee..sobssssssss..so dah hbsla nak bf baby..wlupon slame ni atleast dapat la 1-2 oz skali pam..
skang nak dapat stengah oz pon xleh dah..
So my mom dah suruh start makan jamu sume

Dulu nak makan jamu doctor xbg die my babies premature. Doc ckp pati ikan haruan..jamu sume ni mmg good for you..but not for your babies..
So aku pon bekorban la untuk pastikan anak2 aku sihat!
Bagi nad..my twiggies are my everything!!!!

Mase nad dlm pantang..dok stiap hari ulang alik hopital jenguk anak dlm NICU..mmg xberpantang langsung!
Ye la..mase tu mane nak pk diri kite dah...dgn pk anak2 dlm tu bertarung nyawa untuk hiup kan?
Sape ibu2 yg pernah merasai pengalaman seperti nad ni mungkin phm pe yg nad cube sampaikan...
Tengok anak dlm incubator...badan dipenuhi wayar2 n tiub...ko nak dok umah..goyang kaki tido..or berurut sume?
Nad rela..habiskan mase nad mengadap anak 24 jam..wlupon mase tu my babies tido je dlm incubator..
Yup,premmie babies needs lots of sleep ok..for them to gain weight balik.

So nad gagahkan diri ulang alik hospital wlupon nad kne marah dgn ramai org.
Badan nak pakai lama..kene jage..nanti kang eroyan bla bla...
Tapi mase tu nad hanye mampu berdoa supaya Allah kuatkan nad n semuhkan anak2 nad secepat mungkin.
Nad yakin Allah maha mengetahui ....

Ermmmmmm..korang rase kalau skang baru nad nak start ala2 pantang..boleh ke kurus balik?padahal lemak dah jadi tepu?
Kalau nad stop ice n makan style orang pantang...boleh ke eh?
Or nad nak try la makan Alpha Lipid SD2 tu..berkesan ke?

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Barang Baby Lagi

Weekends baru ni nad gi PWTC & KLCC... Kat PWTC Kebetulan ade mom n baby expo...nad pon gi ari ahad coz sabtu de kenduri... Kawan nad gi baby expo kat pwtc tu ari sabtu..die dapat stroller!good deals maclaren limited edition... Nad kirim kat die Avent Blender + Steamer tu...Nad dapat RM350. Outside price rasenye M 450. Nasib baik nad kirim kat die, coz mase nad gi ari ahad...Blender tu dah hbsssssssss.. Sure ramai org rembat blender ni. Hubby pon tanye apsal blender tu mahal sgt? Ermmmm..ntah..nape eh? Bile nad tanye org..dieorg ckp coz senang steam +blend in 1 blender... Senang nak buat solid food zaras nanti... Mase kat pwtc...nad tgk xbape menarik la expo nih... As usual...orang mmg penuh kat Whoopee tu.. Mostly mmg org kat situ sume rebat whopee..Nad tanye gak hubby, jom la kite try whopee lagi..die xmo..coz die ckp buat pe whopee cepat bocor... (KALAU BABY KORANG ELOK PAKAI WHOPEE...THATS GOOD...BUT UNFORTUNATELY ZARAS PAKAI MMG BOCOR!!) Habis baju kalau bocor tuh.

So kiteorang round2 tgk pe yg menarik..skali terjumpe la bantal latex for babies. And we were like..ha, ade pon latex babies pillow... Since babies mattress pon we all bli latex..so alang2 dah jumpe latex pillow ni..we all bli terus. Harge pillow ni dalam rm56 je. Latex ni mcm bagus coz die ade ruang udara..so bantal or tilam xde la bau kepam! Zaras ade super sensitive skin like her mother..so zaras xleh nak pakai bantal kekabu or if gune bantal biasa tu..sure bantal tu basah coz peluh. And bile bantal tu dah berpeluh..mule la nanti zaras naik rashes. So i suggest if you all nye babies ade skin problem..sensitive or eczema..cari la latex mattress or pillow.. Kat booth tu jugak nad bli bed sheets...pillow cover n blanket.Snang sume ade dlm 1 kedai... So bed sheets n pillow cover bli banyak gak..snang nanti xpyh nak cari lagi...
Total spend kat expo tu : RM 220


Lepas dah hbs bayar...hubs dah mls nak round2 lagi coz die ckp xde pe dah...
Actually die nak tarik daripada wife die terjebak stop kat booth memana lagi kan?
Alamak..this time around..nad xde bli rompers yg cute2 tuh..

So after kuar PWTC, kiterog gi KLCC...
Dengar Mothercare ade sale.
Ermmmmm, sale kali ni nad rase x sebest sale mase bulan 4 this year if xsilap nad.
Mase sale bulan 4 tu..rasenye banyak gak nad dapat borong baju zaras.
Tak tau la kot this time nad gi ramai org dh rembat...so choice n size dah xbape ade.

Since we are going to Krabi & Korea InsyaAllah next year..hubs suggested to get a baby carrier.
Its VERY HARD to travel around with 2 strollers i tell u...
Just imagine how we want to travel with our luggage bag..2 strollers...babies bag etc??
Hahaha..sape nak carru sume tu?
So hubs cakap kite travel pakai 1 stroller je senang...pastu pakai 1 carrier.

End up kiteorg bli Baby Bjorn.
Harge nad dapat dlm rm350.
Memule hubs try pakai mothercare nye carrier.
Lepas tu die ckp carrier tu cam lembut n xbape nak support tulang baby.
And die rase xbape comfy nak carry baby...
So bile die pakai baby bjorn die ckp mcm comfy skit n padding tu ade to support baby's back bone.

So enuff shopping for this month eh zaras..dah byk dah tu...




Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Rutin Harian

Hye korang,

Seriously mmg penat eh jadi mommy...
Fooh cmne la mak kite n nenek kite yg ade anak ramai tu eh?
Camne dieorg jage anak, jage umah,jage laki sume eh?

Nad skang balik keje..amik anak kat umah baby sitter..balik umah..susukan babies..tidokan dieorg sume...mmg xdapek la nak memasak ke..nak kemas umah ke..nak basuh baju ke...
Seriously respect la sape jadi super mommy kan?

Bile tibe time weekend tu,Ya Allah..heaven nye rase xpyh terkejar2 nak gi keje.
Boleh dok umah n tido...eh, xdpt gak tido..nak layan twins nih..
Memang xde maid ni mementkan kan?
Ya rabbi......mmg tunggang langgang umah nad..hohohoho..weekend je la baru la nad dapat vacuum..mop umah...

Rutin harian nad bermula seawal pukol 5.30 pagi dah bangun.mandi...solat n siap2 nak gi office.
If babies bangun kol 5.00am...ha, lepas susu..pam kejap n siap2 la..
Pastu check balik brg2 babies..pack2 n ready nak angkut dieorg to baby sitter.
Ksian twiggies..everyday kene berangkut...
Aritu nad ade maid..dpt 2 minggu je...pastu ade masalah passport..kene anta balik indon balik..
Adoyai..bayar punye la mahal..pastu masalah plak...
Baru aritu dapat merasa relax skit..ye la..xde la tkejar2 nak anta babies gi baby sitter..pastu rushing plak nak gi office kan?

Dok dlm KL ni..jarak normal dlm 15-20 minit pon bleh jadi sejam kot...
Mase ni terpk..apsal xdok kampung?kan senang xpyh nak ngadap jam hari2?
semak otak oitssss...
Dah la stress nak gi keje dgn jam sume..
Sampai office pon stress dgn kerenah manusia kan?
Aduhai nasib owhhhhhhh nasibbbbbbb..

Balik office..nad kene cepat2 balik coz baby sitter jage sampai kol 6petang je..
Nad balik keje kol 5..trus rushing plak nak amik babies..
Pastu baru la balik umah kat batu caves..
Foohhhhhh..

Kdg2 rase badan ni nak tumbang tau..seriously mmg penat gile..
Skang twiggies masih babies..esok luse dah pandai merayap..berlari??pengsannnnn..hahahaha
Ksian my hubby..memang x merasa la nak rase isteri die masak..
Hahahah..nad balik umah pon rambut dah tercacak u olsssssss

Yang mane kdg2 wass app or msg nad..kdg2 xtereply pon..phm2 je la eh..
Mane nak tkejar dah...
Camne korang mommmies juggle time jage anak..jage umah..jage laki??masak..aiyooooooo...



Ni la backpack yg nad gune untuk isikan barang2 twiggies..
Memang penuh la..dgn tin susu..dgn botol susu..dgn baju..dgn mineral water...
Seb baik bli beg ni..mmg berbaloi..snng sumbat mcm2 dlm ni..n even barang penuh pon xrase berat..
Mmh allerhand backpack ni recommended!
Nad bli RM350...



Ksian daddy nye mengangkat twiggies dalam basket tu stiap hari...
Berat wooooooooo...
Now each of them dah 6kg...
Sorry la hubby..saye xlarat nak dukong..sakit czer ni still trase!


Medela beg n handbeg yg nad kene bawak kemana2 je...

Korang..share camana korang uruskan diri as mommy?ce cite ce cite...






Sunday, October 28, 2012

Formula Milk

Salam u ols...
Back to Monday Blues..hahaaha
aku bukan nak cite pasal raya...mls nak cite...xmeriah mane pon raya haji aku...
Aku nak cite pasal FORMULA MILK...

Ermmm...unfortunately..YES, i have to give my TWINS FM sejak lahir lagi...
Mase aku trus kene czer..korang tau x..nak dekat sminggu..aku mmg xde susu langsung!!!!
So kalau aku x bagi anak aku FM..aku nak bg die minum ape?
Orang ckp..apsal xcari IBU SUSUAN??

Owh...aku n hubby ade pendapat sendri..mmg la SUSU IBU sgt2 diperlukan buat my twins..since dieorg lahir PREMATURE kan?
Tapi nak bg susu ibu orang lain...kami mcm ermmmmmmmmm...
Banyak bende yg dipikirkan...
Aku n hubby both rase kalau yg org nye susu ibu tu kami kenal rapat...InsyaAllah ok..
Tapi kalau just randomly..just for the sake of that woman ade excess breast milk...aku kene pk gak..
Ye la, bagi aku...ape yg masuk dlm badan dieorg nanti mempengaruhi perangai n tindak tanduk dieorg nanti...

Ape yg kite makan...perangai sume..aku kne amik kire...
Aku x mo nanti kalau anak2 aku isap susu ibu orang lain....which yg aku xknal..and prangai dieorg cm hape..tu boleh mempengaruhi prangai anak2 aku...
ni based on experience..aku ade kenal org yg konon semayang xtinggal..bertudung litup..tapi prangai cam harammmmmmmmm!!!
Memfitnah..menipu..dan seangkatan dengannye..X kuasa aku prangai org2 munafik cam gini!

Dan aku ade gak kenal org yg sexy mexy..social..tp rezki die banyak susu..nak jadi ibu susuan..owh no.......kalau boleh aku xmo nanti kang anak aku prangai cm tu plak kan?
So selepas dihitung dan dipikir..aku n hubby redha anak aku minum FORMULA MILK je ok...

Pas dieorg kuar NICU...aku bagi minum Similac Neosure since dlm NICU doctor pon bagi twins minum tu...
Tapi dalam sebulan je dieorg minum ok..pastu  dieorg kene sembelit yang sangat2 la truk...
Samapi menanges2 bile nak membuang ye...
Ksian aku tgk...so bile tanye pendapat kwn2 lain...dieorg ckp susu x sesuai..






Aku banyak tanye kengkawan yg mane elok untuk bagi babies formula milk since macam2 brand in the market..
Aku pernah berdiri dekat sejam kot kat rak susu je...tgk nak bli susu ape for my twins..ut still balik empty handed...
Yes, of course aku nak yg the best for twins since dieorg premature..pastu xdpt aku nye breast milk...

So selepas di study..aku pon try bagi twins minum ENFALAC A+.
Alhamdulillah twins ok minum susu ni..dah boleh berak...xde la mcm minum similac aritu..
Owh ya..harge Enfalac A+ mmg agak mahal ye..dlm RM91 untuk setin yg mane boleh tahan dlm 4 hari je kot for my twins...
Takpe..aku redha since aku rase thats the best FORMULA MILK in the market sincets contains DHA which is good for their brain..
Sape mommies yg bagi Enfalac A+ for their babies...korang xpyh a risau nak stop susu tu..mmg susu tu bagus tau..even banyak Paed ckp Enfalac A+ bagus...

Sila jangan pertikaikan nape aku sanggup nak beli susu mahal2 untuk anak..
Thats my choice n not yours...
At first aku pon cm terpk nak tukar susu yg murah skit for twins since on average i spend about RM 1k per month for Enfalac A+.
Banyak kan?? tapi kawan aku ckp jgn berkira dgn anak..hahahah :)
Erkkkk..aku bukan berkira..just sometime aku pk..takut xmampu nak beli susu tu untuk anak..








Memang since ade twins..of coz aku kne pk financial beb..
Dulu hidup ber2..skang ber4...
hahahaha :) aku cukup takut x mampu nak tanggung n bg the best for my twins :)
Tapi bile aku cakap aku nak manage my financial...ade ke mulut2 gampang yg ckp aku ade masalah FINANCIAL pon nak bagi susu mahal2 kat anak..
Ermmmm...aku rase cm nak penampar je mulut2 yg cakap camtu...

Aku live in "REALITY" world...bukan barbie world eh....
So aku rase mmg normal if aku panic  when it comes to financial...
Aku rase bukan la menjadi kesalahan untuk aku bgtau kdg2 duit aku x cukup la since ade anak ni..
I'M NOT COMPLAINING....i'm just sharing my thoughts! coz aku baru ade anak...

Dan kau si polan n si polan..pls stop mcm ko xpnah ade masalah financial n live in happy world...lain la ko anak tan sri!
Kalau kau pon kerje makan gaji cm aku..xpyh la ko nak berlagak ok...

Ok, back to formula milk...owh ya, mase twins nye check up kat HUKM aritu..aku ade gak tanye doctor..what if aku nak tukar susu..
nak bg susu murah skit..tp doctor x bagi
doctor ckp..if the milk suits ur twins and good for babies..nape nak tukar??

Then aku tersedar...yup, n rezeki my twins..nak minum susu mahal...
Ko xpayah jeles eh...
And ko xpayah nak berlagak kalau ko still breastfeeding your baby..
Kang esok luse Allah tarik balik rezeki susu ko..ha, padan muke ko..
Baru la ko tau..cmne susahnye nak bg Formula Milk kat anak ko...

Jangan ko pk..ibi ibu yg bagi formula milk ni xpk pasal anak...
Aku mmg geram when ade negative thoughts yg memperkotak katikkan mommies yg bagi FM kat anak...
Jangan ko persoalkan rezeki yg Allah bagi...
Kalau ko dpt BF anak ko sampai 2 years..then its good for you...Alhamdulillah..

Eh...ade statement yg xboleh blah ye la..pakai PREMIUM BEAUTIFUL (PB) boleh banyakkan susu..
Erkkkkkk..no offense eh penjual PB!!!
But honestly i think..its nonsense n ridiculous!!!!
Weh...kalau la PB tu boleh banyakkkan susu...apsal doctor gynae..paed x rekomen kan?
Lagi bagus kalau dieorg sendri yg jual PB..lagi banyak sales kot??
Aku tetap percaya yg susu ibu ni rezeki daripada Allah...

Mungkin ko cakap its demand n supply blah blah..
Aku dah try sume tu buat PP..n pump frequently..
And aku xpnah give up....Alhamdulillah nak masuk 5 months dah..alhamdulillah im still able nak bg susu badan skit kat my twins eventhough 1 oz je kot...
And now susu badan aku makin kurang..kdg2 xsampai 1 oz on..risau aku..dah nak hbs ke susu aku..
Owh ya,minimum aku pump is 20 minutes..tp mampu dapat 1 oz je..even aku pump lame skit pon..banyak tu je la yg dapat...

Last but not least...tolong doakan aku dapat gak bg anak aku susu badan even sikit pon up to 2 years InsyaAllah..aminnnnn

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Motherhood Experience-Twins Mummy

Salam readers :)

Ramai gak yg message nad share their motherhood experienced..
Ade gak yg nak tau camne nad cope taking care of the twins..heheheh
Erm...camne nak cakap eh?

Actually i have no choice...nak xnak..mase berpantang aritu..me n hubby yg jage twins...
Hohoho..gile x??
Alhamdulillah..twins sihat alhamdulillah...
Nak wat cmne..both my mom n mil...kene kerja..so xde sape dapat jage nad time dlm pantang...

And mase nad pantang...erkkkk, nad dok bejalan sane sini..coz twins dlm NICU..
so everyday dok ulang alik hospital...naik kerusi roda n sambil tahan perut..juz to see my adorable kids!
Trust me..kesakitan tu hilang bile tgk muke twins...wlupon mase tu twins juz tido je dlm incubator...
Nad akan bercakap dgn dieorg n usap2 tangan dieorg...mcm xpercaya yg i'm a mother now..Thank Allah!

Ok, nad mmg xpantang langsung..seriau kan?
i have to...coz mane nak cari lauk2 pantang..bile nad tekejar sane sini gi hospital...
Bile nad cite pengalaman nad..ade readers yg bgtau..OMG..kalau dieorg..sure dh meroyan kot...
erkkkkkk, mmg xdinafikan..mase dlm pantang..emotional kite xstabil!
Yes..nad admit that..nad pon bape kali nanges ok..

Dahla my babies dlm NICU...plus nad sakit Czer..plak tu 1st time experience bersalin...all in 1 ok.
Bile babies dah balik umah..dgn babies berjaga..meragam..tu ade la normal...
Alhamdulillah twins jenis yg xnanges sgt..but dieorg akan feeding every hour kot..
hahahaahah...mase tu mmg nad bad mood btol..
mane kite nak rehat..pastu nak jage babies...
nad pnah marah babies tau..geram rase bile kite baru nak baring..dieorg dok terjage nak susu..pastu nanges...
Hoihhhhhh..mase tu mmg mcm2 perasaan ade tau x...

Mase tu la, kalau x kuat iman..mcm2 bende bleh jadi....mcm2 hasutan syaitan tau...
Nad sampai skang rase bersalah coz nad pernah menjerit kat twins... :( :( :(
im so sorrryyyyyyyy syg2...till now i feel SO GUILTY!!
ye la,,,ade skali tu nad sorang kat umah..husband gi keje la kan...pastu nad mmg xcukup tido...babies nanges plak..xpasal2 dieorg kene tengking!!
pastu mule dieorg terkebil2 pandang kite kan..trus nad mengucap!

Memang being a mother is not an ez phase...ye la, dari mase anak dara..ke zaman kawen...ko sesuke ati kan nak tido n bgn kol bape...
pastu penat bleh rehat..bleh baring...bile dah ade anak..hohoho 360 life ko berubah!
Xde nye ko bleh straight tido 5-6 jam straight ye...
hahahahah :)

Tapi actually kan..hargai la mase ni...
Anak kite tu xslamenye akan jadi baby...nanti dieorg dh bsar..lain plak kerenahnye...
kalau skang korang boleh nak cium baby tu..skejap kejap cium...kejap cium kan?
kang bile anak2 dh bsar..xkan stiap 5 minit ko nak cium?hahahahaah
Pastu skang baby senyum suci murni je bile tgk muke dieorg kan?

ok, since nad dh kerja nih..hahahah..adoyaiiiiiii...life nad makin tunggang langgang rasenye..
since maid nad xde..owh ye, nad sempat pakai maid almost 2 weeks je..pastu die kene balik atas masalah passport...
so babies nad anta kat baby sitter..erkkk, mmg aak mahal coz nad bayar rm60 per day..tapi Alhamdulillah..die jage my twins sgt bersih n baik..
Nad xconfident nak anta my babies kat nursery...

My babies premature..so nad kne trust org yg btol2 boleh jage babies..not for the sake of money.
So nad n hubby xkisah byr lebih skit..at least mind kite xworry so much..btol x?
So far, my BS skang ni jage dieorg ok sgt2...juz nad penat la..
mane nak bgn pagi siapkan babies..bg susu..pastu nad siap plak gi keje..pastu nak rushing anta umah BS..pastu rushing gi ofc...
Dok kl ni..wlupon perjalanan dlm 20 minit..boleh jadi 1 jam or more bile traffic...sighhhhhhhhh

Since nad start keje pas maternity leave..nad nye attendance mmg out la!
masuk keje kol 8am..nad sampai ofc kol 9 am...
mmg cant help it..kdg2 mmg rase nak pengsan!

owh ya..too badddd..last week nad pengsan ok!
probably im too stress n penat...
doc ckp migraine..Alhamdulillah dah buat CT Scan sume..tp mmg xde pe2..
Nad slalu pening lately n mcm nak pitam...
Ye la,coz mmg my life is soooooooo hectic now!!!

Skang kalau ari sabtu n ahad rase mcm nak tidoooooooooooo je...
Kalau dulu weekend je boleh berjalan kan?Skang kalau nak kuar umah pond ah malas tau x..
Mane lagi nak kemas umah..basuh baju..jage babies..
Adoiiiiiiiii...

Kdg2 nad rase mcm nak gi bercuti..nak tinggal babies...nak relax n tido!!!
boleh x?
hahahahah..tapi kan..kalau nad tinggal babies kejap pon..rase mcm xboleh
apetah lagi kalau xdpt tido dgn babies kan?

So camno??
Ati ni mmg rase nak cuti..badan ni nak rehat....
Ha..akibat nad xpantang kan...nad skang dh jd mcm nenek tua si bongkok tiga!
Nad sakit lutut and sendi2 tau..nape eh?sebab xpantang eh?
nad dah gi beurut dgn bape org dah..tp still same..
dieorg ckp maybe "bentan" coz nad mmg xjage pantang langsung..
Errrrkkkkkkk..ICE pon dah minum..cmne tuh??

Nampaknye kene la tunggu twins besar skit..by next year baru bleh jalan...sobs sobs...

Korang nye experience cmne bile dah jadi mommy nih?
Nad salute la kalau mommies yg still boleh jage badan..jage suami..jage anak..jage umah..foooh..koran mmg super mommy!!!!
Nad mmg xlarat wooooooo nak wat sume tuh...
Umah pon xlarat nak kemas slalu..hahahaaha..dasar pemalas!!!!

And owh ya..bile ad nak kurus nih?apsal prot aku still mcm org menagndung hah??



Monday, October 22, 2012

Review Pampers

Hye :)
arini nad nak cite pasal pampers pulak..hohohoho..dah xde cerita ke nad?pasal PAMPERS pon nak review gak?
Bagi nad pampers ni penting tau...nad pernah tertinggal bawak pampers time kuar..aleh2 kene stop kat giant bli sekotak pampers baru tau...
Tapi nasib baik pampers tu keperluan babies..so kalau bli pon xrase membazir..

Korang tau x pampers ni mahal??
Nad xde mase nak pakai kan babies lampin or CD( Cloth Diapers)...kalau korang rajin...sila pakai..jimat duit ok!
Sekotak pampers pon mau rm50 tau x...xsampai sminggu dah hbs my twins pakai...

Selama ni nad mmg pakai kan dieorg mamy poko..nad rase thats the best pampers so far...
Mmg kalau babies kencing..die xbasah sgt..kire bearable la..serapan bagus
Tapi nad mmg biasa tukar pampers max 2 jam...wluon pampers tu still mcm kering...tapi dh nampak kuning coz kencing kan..nad mmg akan tukar...

Xmo babies kene rashes kat bontot..ksian wooo..
mase dieorg dlm NICU aritu..nurses kat sane terlampau rajin..sampai xde mase nak tukar pampers ...alehnye habis bontot zara's merah n melecet!

Aduhhh..sakit tau x..cube kite melecet kat peha...ha, rase x pedihnye??
Memandangkan pakaikan mamy poko for babies...mamy pon dah jadi mamy pokai!
Mane xnye..1 helai pampers tu almost rm1 tau x...kalau dah sminggu bape..sbulan bape??
Nad spent for pampers je dlm rm500 cmtu tau x...erkkkkkkk

So skang ni nad kene amalkan prudent spending!!!
kene train babies pakai pampers yg affordable..xleh pakai pampers mahal je anak oits...baik la mama simpan duit tu masuk tabung!
Pakai pameprs mahal2 nanti buang gak...

Selame ni nad pernah pakai bli whoopee..bli mase kat baby expo...
Nad xbape suke coz die mcm cepat basah..kadang2 bocor kat suar bile zara's kencing banyak...
Nad pernah pakai pampers Baby Love..mase tu my mom bali kat Jusco..dlm rm30 xsilap...
Owhhhhh..zara's xsesuai pakai eh..bontot trus merah!
Kadang2 terpk..high maintenance btol bontot the zara's...
Camne die tau pampers murah ke mahal eh?

Semalam nad gi carrefour...ha, tgh ade promotion pampers n susu..samapi 25th October ni tau..
Nad bli Mamy poko Size S-48 pcs..juz rm32 je..murah kan?? Slallu nad bli rm45.
Pastu nad tgk ramai org amik pet pet...ermmmm, xpernah plak try. Based kawan2 nad..pet pet x bape ok..erm, xtau la..
Nad bli 1 kotak pampers pet pet  size M- 80 pcs RM 30 saja!!!
murah eh?jatuh dekat 40 sen je..affordable la drp mamy poko rm1 kan?

Nad bli 1 paket je coz takut nanti zara's x sesuai...
Nad dgr huggies pon bagus gak..ramai org ckp ok..
nad nak try gak nanti huggiesla...

Monday, October 8, 2012

Twiggies Dah 4 Months

Alhamdulillah...2nd October baru ni...my twiggies dah 4 months!
Kejap je mase berlalu.rase mcm baru je bersalin....rupenye dah 4 bulan...
heh, tapi apsal lemak-lemak tepu aku x turun2 nih?
dah start xmakan nasi..kurang makan sume..tapi x kurus pongggggg??
aku xcukup rehat...xcukup tidoooo..tapi nape still gmokkkkk???

Last week bawak Zara's gi HUKM untu check up..so dieorg kene injection for 3 months skali...
Sepatutnye dieorg kene inject mase 3 Months..tp disebabkan Alesya almost sampai 2 months mmg kene cucuk EPO untuk maintainkan HB die...so doc advised lanjutkan injection tu...kalau x ksian Alesya...dlm shari nanti kene bape kali cucuk entah...

Mase sampai HUKM..babies mcm meragam skit..bising2..agaknye dieorg ni tau kene cucuk ni...mama die ni plak nakal...i dok ckp..alololo..cian die..nanti kene cucuk..eheheheheh...
sudahnye..mmg buat prangai mase t hospital tu...

Alhamdulillah...berat Alesya dah 5.6kg...berat Arissa dah 5.4 kg...Arissa lagi tembam dari Alesya..tp Alesya yg lagi berat..huuhuhu
Doctor cakap..perkembangan dieorg bgs..Alhamdulillah...
Dulu mase lahir..masing2 berat 1.4kg n 1.9 kg...now dah 5kg plus...

Doctor tanye nad bg susu ape..susu badan ke?
unfortunately..susu badan nad kurang..xcukup...
jgn ckp nad xpk positif..ni dh hbs positif..nad dah try minum horlicks..milo stiap hari...minum air masak bergelen2..makan bayam..lobak putih..kiis..kurma..halba..habatus sauda...ubat untuk tambahkan susu from doctor pon dah...tapi stilllllllllllllllllllllll...xtau apsal susu ni xmelimpah ruah!
Sedeh okkk...ape lagi yg patut nad buat??rasemye dah hbs ikhtiar..tp bile pam..dapat dlm 1-2 oz je..sikit kan??
tapi tu je la yg dapat...so nad terpakse campur dgn susu formula...nad bg susu Enfalac A+. Susu ni dlm RM 91.50 untuk setin yg boleh tahan dlm 4-5 hari je...kalau sebulan???

Nad ade tanye doctor nak tukar susu..hehehhe..xmampu u olsssssss....tapi doctor xg..die ckp susu Enfalac A+ tu bgs untuk my twiggies..so nape nak tukar susu...nad ckp la..susu tu mahalllllllllll..xmampu ler...........
Twiggies minum susu tu elok doc ckp..perkembangan die pon bagus + sihat...
Alhamdulillah... so terpakse la mama bertahan e syg..demi anak2 ku yg tersayang...
Pas ni mama dah kene berjimat cermat..dah xleh cm dulu lagi kan?
Mase depan anak2 ku lebih berhaga...chewahhhhhhhhhh

Skang kalau nak bli brg..mcm  terpk..eh, ni boleh beli susu anak 2 tin nih..heheheeh
tapiiiiiiiiiiii...owh ya tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...nad x dapat lagi nak melupuskan keinginan untuk tidak membeli HANDBEGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!
dangggggggggg!!! camne ehhhhhhhhhhhhh???

Owh ya...melalui hari2 bersama twiggies mmg bestttttttttttt!!!
Bile kite ade masalah cmne pon...tgk dieorg ketawa..senyum, mcm bahagia nye rase hidup!!!
Kalau nad gi kuar dgn hubby kejap pon...dah rase rindu dgn twiggies..
Nak bwk kdg2...rase lecehhhh..mane nak bwk 2 stroller..mane nak bawak beg..ahahhaahh

Nad nak gi bercuti pon terbantut lagi nih.....
aiyoooooooooo..i need vacation bebeh!!!
SInce nad preggy sampai skang..blom lagi dpt gi vacation tau...
mase nad preggy..alahan Ya Ampunnnnnnnn..teruk gile..asik muntah...kuar masuk hospital je...
Skang nad nak berjalan..fikir twiggies kcik lagi...
nak bwk kehulu ke hilir..mcm ksian plak..
nak travel kang duduk dlm kete berjam2...mcm ksian..
nak bwk naik flight...xconfident lagi...adoiiiiii..cmne tuh?

Tapi..nad dah booked Air Asia tix untuk next year...hahahahha
so by that time..twiggies dah bsar skit InsyaAllah..so snang skit nak bwk berjalan kot.heheheh...
Mane nad nak bwk dieorg gi bercuti???
jeng jeng jeng.........

Bulan April, InsyaAllah kami akan ke Krabi






Nape Krabi??

Nad actually nad gi tempat yg relaxxxxxxx je....
Nak menenangkan otak + merehatkan badan gituuuuuu..
Plan asal nak ke bandung or langkawi...
Bandung nanti kang hbs byk duit lagi nak shopping..plus kang bk si kecik ni..kang susah mamanye nak shopping....heheheheh

Nak ke Langkawi..tapi tix mahal mase tu..tambah lagi skit dapat gi Krabi...so better gi Krabi kan?
Boleh bwk twiggies gi OBERCI!!!
hahahahah :)
tapi activity pantai harusla xde nanti...xkan nak bawak babies naik boat?gi snorkelling??
Memang tidak la kan??

So nanti kat krabi..nad plan kite just relax by the beach je..sudah!
heheheheh...

And InsyaAllah bulan September....kami akan ke Korea...mase tu musim Autumn..
Harap2 xde la sejuk sgt..risau nanti twiggies xtahan..
Kdg2 musim Autumn pon sejuk nye dh mcm winter!






Heheehe..lambat lagi trip nye kan?tapi hati ni dah teruja!!!
rase mcm cepatla..xsbr nak pegi nih..
nak rehat...nak cutiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...
Tapi xpe..lambat lagi travel..so boleh la simpan duit kan?heheheheh
Nanti gi korea boleh shopping baju K pop untuk babies..hahahaahah

Owh ya..ade yg tanye nad ape prkembangan twiggies skang..
Now dieorg dah pandai nak pusing2 mcm nak meniarap cmtu...
and dieorg dah pandai bercakap...haiyoooooo..kalau ckp bising mulut tuh!
hahahaha..kdg2 bile dieorg menyusu pkol 3 pagi cmtu...dieorg ajak mama nye ni main2 n bercakap...
Mama penat la syg,,esok pagi nak gi keje dah...

Hurmmmm..ha, lupe nak cakap..last week..mase dieorg lepas kene cucuk..aduhaiiiiiiiii..balik umah menanges2...
ciannye dieorg..mmg sakit tau..nad tengok..peha dieorg bengkak kene cucuk tuh...
nad pon kalau kene cucuk  rase sakit woooooo..ni kan plak babies!
Pastu dieorg mcm demam...
ksiannye...tapi nak wat cmne..kene cucuk untuk dieorg sihat kan??

Itu je citi twiggies kali nih...
kite layan gbr diorg jommmmmmmmm...



Zara Alesya





 

Zara Arissa





and mamanye? uwaaaaaa...bile nak kurus??

Monday, September 24, 2012

Post Natal Figure

Yup...
Selepas bersalin..aku sedar aku dah makin gmok...
dari berat dalam 53 kg..now berat aku dah 66kg...
banyakkan naik? walaupon babies dah kuar??
Yup..that's me...

Ermmmmm..aku mmg rase low self esteemed..gile2 punye jeles kat hot mama's..yg mane lepas bersalin je dapat balik figure cm anak dara dulu...tapi aku??
Macam dah beranak 4...badan dah mcm makcik!!!
mmg maluuuuuuuuu sgt....
tapi salah nad ke?
owhhhhhhh...nad pon xnak jd cmni oitsssss

Mmg terase bile org dok ckp nad..u dah GMOKKKK...GMOKKKKK..GMOKKKK
ok, fine...i baru bersalin..baru 3 bulan lebih kot..czer lagi tuh...
camne la nak jage badan?bengkung sume?
ni pon nad baru start pakai bengkung moden..ala, yg strap strap tu...itu pon dok terase sakit kat czer tu mekkk..cmne la nak strap ketat2???

Aishwarya Rai...Miss Universe..yg badan tip top tu pon..lepas bersalin gmok!
Ziana Zain...pas bersalin..kan gmok gak...
Laina kalau aku byk duit..siang mlm gi Slim World...gi London Weight Management...mungkin la bleh kurus dalam mase yg singkat kan??

My babies premature...dah la aku xdapat bg fully BREAST MILK....lagi nak suruh aku dietttttt???
Habistu anak aku nak dapat zat mana???
So thats why mase pantang aritu...nad mmg xbape control makan...
Nasi mmg makan 1hari sampai 3x kot....

So itula hasilnye skang...zuppppppp..trus mencanak2 badan naik mcm Tong Drum..
Haiyooooo, at 152cm...weighing at 66kg...ko xsadis???

Benci bile org cakap...nad gi la pakai Premium Beautiful (PB)..confirmed bleh kurus..
Ok, PB tu kalau stakat 2-3 ratus xpe gak...ni 2-3 ribu..haiyoooooooo..mahalnye..baik aku bli Gucci..eh atau LV..hahhahah

Yes, i do feel bad being FAT rite now...
Bile tgk balik gbr2 mase before pregnant..how i wish i cud get back to my normal figure...tapi mampukah aku??

Skang nad slow2 gak diet..try kurangkan makan nasi...
Kdg2 tgk org lain makan 3-4 pinggan nasi pon xgmok mcm aku...tapi aku??rase cm same je..makan nasi or xmakan...sedeh tau x??
kdg2 rase lapar..tp kene bertahan coz aku xmjadi GMOK!!!



Aishwarya mase before kawen...badan super mantapkan??


Cube tgk aishwarya lepas bersalin...











Aku rase die pon stress kan?gile koooooo...badan yang dipuja2...haishhhhhh..jd gmok cmtu...mau xstress??
tapi Aish relax je...die ckp die xmo diet mcm artis hollywood semata2 nak kurus coz die still breast feed n die nak enjoy motherhood!
wowww...salute u aish!

Walaupun nad gmok..dagu blom berlapi2 mcmni pon dah meroyannnn!!!
Or mungkin aish tau pasni die sure bleh kurus balik....duit banyak..sume boleh...
and untung2 kalau de dpt sponsor slim world cm ziana zain...

Tapi aku??nan ADO!!!
bajet artis ke kalau ade org nak sponsor cmtu..hahahahah....xpyh risau2 kan??

Arghhhhhhhhhh..stress!!!










Nak kurus camni balik...
pada pandangan aku....cmni dah kurus la dari badan aku skang kan?
boleh  dapat balik badan cmni??

Aku dah blur..xtau camna nak carry dah badan cmni...
sadis..sesadis sadisnye....
skang dok asik pakai cardigan je la....nak pakai jeans pon maternity nye...
time aku pregnant pon xsegemok skang..cmne tuh?









nampak x nad dg gmok cmne??
adoiiiiiiiii..cmne datang lemak2 tepu tuh??

Monday, September 17, 2012

Kenduri Akikah Zara + Raya Open House

16th September 2012 ari ahad aritu..sempena Malaysian Day aritu kami buat Kenduri Akikah Zara's + Raya Open House skali...
Alhamdulillah...ramai btol orang datang....
My best fren yg dtg from blogger world , tq syima...tatie...lienda...rynn n ayuni... my schoolmate suzie, wan, emmil n sha + farah tamrin...tq so much coz dtg dearest...
sorry sesangat coz nad xdapat nak layan u olssssss...orang yang datang terlalu ramai...x terhandle...
ksian korang...nad rase bsalah sgt2..ye la..duduk kejap2 je...xleh nak borak kan?
jgn marah babes!

Alhamdulillah...3 ekor kambing golek dapat dijamu untuk kenduri ni..at first we ordered 2 ekor kambing je...skali dalam kol 2...kambing dah hbs!!!!
pdhal open house till 6 pm..so kelam abut my husband pon order another kambing...which sampai dlm kol 4.30pm...
tu pon habis... 3 ekor tuh..byk btol..unfortunately..nad xtau cmne nak describe rase kambing tu coz nad xmakan kambing..huhuhuh
mmg dari dulu nad xmakan kambing + durian u olssssssss...

Alhamdulillah..my twins dimurahkan rezeki dapat byk btol duit raya + presents...tq auntie n uncles!
Macam2 makanan ade on that day...tghari we served nasi + lauk kampung,sate..nasi impit..lemang..towards evening...ade mihun sup..macaroni..rotijala...sate lagi..
Memandangkan ramai tetamu yg ckp nad gmokkkkkkkk..mak SENTAP ok...
trus aku xmo makan........boleh??
padahal terliur je tgk makanan kan?
cm la diet shari tu boleh trus kurus eh?


 
 

 
 
 


























Tu je la gbr yg sempat tgkp from handphone...gbr2 lain kat OP..kene tunggu dieorg bagi gambar dulu la...
Anyway..nad sekeluarga ucapkan time kasih byk2 coz sudi dtg kenduri akikah our twins :)
doakan kami sekeluarga bahagia dan sihat sentiasa eh...

Thursday, September 13, 2012

GMOKKKK

Salam...

Dah 3 months dah nad deliver...
Orang lain masuk office dah selim melim....aku???
waaahhhhhhhh...DOUBLE!!!!
Seblom preggy..berat nad dalam 52kg cmtu...Lepas bersalin...59kg...tapi dlm pantang dlm mase 2 bulan??/ERKKKKKKKKKKKKK..66 kg!!!! ko biar btollllllllllll

Yups..nad dah 66 kg wehhhhhhhh...arghhhhhhhhh..stress stress...
Adeke sebab aku czer? org lain czer tapi kurus je..
nana..etty..narz..vee..hana...ellina..sume czer gak...tp apsal leh kurussssssssss
Apsal aku mcmni...arghhhhhhhhh..help!!!

Sangat menyakitkan ati bile ade org still ingat nad pregnant!!
GULP!! serious perot ni masih boncit seperti org pregnant 5 bulan...

Orang lain time pantang...makan sume dijaga kan?
Unfortunately for me...nad xsempat nad rase sume tu...
nad xsempat la nak merasa bertungku..urut..bengkung or makan mcm org bersalin..
Sudahnye..by 1st week bersalin..MCD..Pizza sudah brada dlm perutku...

Ya Allah..ngeri???mane xnye...makan mmg nad xjage langsung..juz ice je nad pantang sampai 44 hari..eh, tapi patutnye ice kene pantang berbulan2 kn?
Camne nak pantang??
Anak dalam NICU..dok ulang alik everyday...mase tu mmg xpk diri sendri dah..
Yang nad pk..juz my babies..yesss!!! all i want is my babies cepat2 sihat n besar...

Kadang2 jeles tau tgk og yg dijaga rapi mcm puteri time dalam pantang...
sume serba serbi disediakan...
duduk je..hidangan disediakan...best kan?
Nad xdapat rase sume tu...
ermmmmm, pagi2 nad dah pegi hospital..balik malam time nak tido...bgn pagi esoknye gi hospital lagi....begitula sterusnye slame sbulan...
Bile dieorg dah kuar boleh balik rumah...alternate days plak kene gi hospital nce my 1st twin, Alesya..kene jap epo...since die anemia...so injetion tu untuk stabelize her HB...
Mau xpenat wehhhhhhhhh...nad langsung xde rehat!!!

Dahla czer...pastu xde rehat...by the time nad hbs untuk bwk anak nad kene injection...( die kene amik 18x injection)...nad dah hbs maternity leave...
Aduhhhhh..penatnye...
disebabkan nad xjage time pantang...xcukup rehat..makan + minum xjage...nad sakit urat tau skang...
mcm org  tua dah rase...n yg plg trukkkkkkkkkk..NAD DAH GMOK!!!!

Pelik tau..time pantang...fuyoooo..nad bebetol slera makan tau...nasi tu nad boleh makan 2 pinggan!!!!!
Bayangkan..pdhal sblom ni...punye la xleh nak hbskan..
mase nad preggy..mmg xleh akan..asal makan muntah..asal makan muntah...
ha, skali time pantang ni la..aku cover balik makan selama pregnant tu eh??
GULP!!


Mmg sesape yg pnah tgk nad sblom ni...bile jumpe nad skang..sure tkejut..
Baju..suar sume dah xmuat...
Serious down wehhhhhhhh!!!
Rase xterbawak dah badan ni...

Errrmmmm..skang dah kne diet nih..kalau x jd ape ntah nanti..
aduhhhhhhh..oleh ke kurus lagi ni...
Rase badan dah mcm makcik...baru anak 2 allignment dah lari...
Owhhhhh..i hate seeing myself in the MIRRORRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...




Ni gbr nad mase before preggy....dalam 52 kg cmtu..




Berangan nak dapat badan cmni balik....boleh ke???






Ni time nad pregnant...xla gmok sgt..perut je yg besar



ni la rupe nad mase 1st day masuk keje pas maternity leave...mase ni 59kg...




Ni la rupe nad skang at 66kg!!gile wehhhhhhhhhhhhh 66 kg!!!!





Sesape yg czer tu..pls share tips cmne korang boleh kurus eh?
Nad xcukup rehat..xcukup tido..pnat ya rabbi..tp apsal xkurus2 nih...
Eh, dah 3 bulan dah boleh bengkung ke?
Xsanggup nak lihat cermin dah nih!!!!

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Barang sampai lagi....

Woot woot....
Setelah bersedih hati atas kehilangan barang yang berharga di office...
nad nak update entry la...
ahhahahhah, hip hip....parcel sampai lagi kat office...
Barang Zara Alesya & Zara Arissa la kan...tu la, bile dah ade anak ni..asal tgk on9 je..mesti click2..hahahahaahah....
Bile sampai barang sekotak besar...nad mcm GULP!!
hahaahahah :)
Ye la, cube bygkan brg2 kat bwh ni sume nad order 2pcs...sure bile sampai berhelai2 la baju kan??
Kali ni nad blikan dieorg baju baju form Baby Elle/Elle Kids.




PINK SLEEVELESS
Sleeveless pink ni or boleh gak dijadikan dress... :)





Shorts and skirt



Ok, jeans lagi...
Nad dah blikan dieorg ni byk jeans rupenye..dekat 10 helai sorang dah...
Aritu jeans Timberland pon xpakai2 lagi...




White dress ni comelllll




Tops



Ni hasil click2 nad...hahahahhaah
Pengsan!
Aiyooooo, nadya...i better stop shopping n start saving!