Eeerghhhhhhhhh why ade PHD??

Ok...arini Nadya nak cite pasal PHD..mesti sume org tau kan? "PERASAAN HASAD DENGKI"!!!!!
why la in this world ade org nak berperasaan mcmni?kekadang yang sedih tu our own frenz pulak tu...derghhhhhhhh!!!!
well, exactly...im in the midst of preparing my own wedding and since this is the first time within my family....i can tell u it is ain't ez baby!!!hahahaahaha...of coz being the eldest in the family..i want something than can be proud of!!!hellloooooooo...this is the 1st WEDDING in the family kot...of course evryone is excited!!!and so do I..hehehheeh...tp too bad la kan..if any1 yg rase muak or nak muntah if dengar i dok sibuk nak survey sane sini all about the wedding!!! and yes, i am so PARANOID!!!!better la paranoid skang drp jadi mcm hantu masam je bile tiba hari persandingan tu nanti kan?heheheeheheeh
well..of coz i want it to be nice n perfect!yahhhhhhhhhh...i know there is no PERFECT wedding...but at least..perfect in my own assumption....biar i je yang rase puas sudah la kan? hahhaahahahah
so memandangkan budget yg bukan la the vastttttttttttt..ape yg nadya harapkan just wedding tu berjalan dengan lancar....I'Allah....

ermmmm....ni bout hantaran pulak...although my wedding I'Allah next year..tp xsalah la kan if i nak beli brg2 hantaran from now kan?atleast time2 nak dekat Christmas sale ni..sure byk bende2 yg best2 kan?contohnye mcm perfume ke...btol x?
ni x...ade la plak cik2 kiah yg sememangnye xde keje lain yg tau mengumpat je..dok sibuk cakap..hey nad!!!ko tu kawen tahun depan..bukan bulan depan!!!!
derghhhhhhhhhhh....saye ni pembeli yang bijak ye cik kak sekalian....mmg la wedding nye tahun depan...tp bile time Christmas mcmni la byk offer n goodies yg best2...and lagi pon xkan la nak beli hantaran sederappppppppppp...sebulan B4 the wedding kan cik kiah??
ish ish...lainla if i ni ANAK TAN SRI NAZA u ols.....sehari sebelom wedding pon i bleh bli hantaran2 yg meletopsssssssss!!!!!
hahahahaha...and about my hantaran ye cik kak yg bz body sgt tu....xpyh la cik kak dan makcik2 sekalian gundah gulana memikirkannye....korang just tau mengondem (btol ke ayat i ni eh) dan mengumpat je...kalau u ols nak sponsor xpe gak..ni yg ADO!!!
hahahahahaahah
it's up to me la ape yg i nak bg kat my beloved fiance....it is sincerely from my heart kan...as long as both of us HAPPY sudah........xkisah la barang tu murah or mahal sekalipon... (wink wink wink)
ni sibuk je nak tanye cincin i bape ribu la...hantaran i bape ribu la...aiyoooooooooooo...mmg kak nam btol la...
kang i cakap cincin i 50K kang u ols nangis plak dengar!!!! if i cakap cincin i 3K je...kang u ols cakap murah sangat pulak....hhaahahahaahah.so xpayah la u ols nak sibuk2 menjaga tepi kain org.....biarla cincin i tu menjadi rahsia antara i n my fiance coz itu pengikat hati kami...chewahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :D