Husbandku Appendiks!!!

8th March 2013....

Mase tu nad kat office...husband mengadu sakit perut sgt...A night before mmg die dah sakit perot sangat...he thought that he had food poisoning...he kept went to the toilet n i cud see his pale face....
nad suruh die minum byk air n that nite he couldnt sleep due the stomach pain...

So on Friday 8th March tu..he supposed to pick me up from work..that time dah 4.30pm adnd when i called him..he was still in the office...
What?dah la arini nad xbwk kete n he supposed to pick me..
He said that he cant even walk n i asked him to go to the clinic. He went to Idzham clinic n doc said he was having gastric!
Stupid doctor..!

I called my MIL n informed her my husband condition. She insisted that we bring him to Ampang Puteri for further check up.
Since nad kat office n xde transport, my MIL stucked in the jam..lucky my SIL ade kat nearby umah...
Zahid mase tu mmg xleh jalan langsung n i could hear he was in pain when i called him...Fooh......i was scared..stumbled...dont know what to do..
Mcm blur jap..ye la, dgn husba sakit..dgn babies mase tu kat baby sitter..
I was really worried..xtau zahid sakit pe..suddenly die mcm tu..
All that i can do is berdoa n doa supaya my husband ok...

Tau la friday jam was terribled. Nad terpakse tunggu my mom pick me up from the office n pegi umah baby sitter. I cant carry both babies..so definitely mmg kene ade sorang yg tolong angkat baby.
Dalam perjalanan nak gi umah baby sitter tu..i kept on calling my sil n tanye zahid's condition!
Rase mcm xpijak tanah ok...ye la..risau gile kotttttttt...

Sampai Ampang Puteri Hospital, Doc kat sane amik his blood test n later confirmed that he had appendiks!!!!!Grrrrrr......Geram btol at doctor clinic idzham tu..how if my husband mmg ingat gastric? n die biar je?damnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!

So bile dah amik babies from baby sitter, nad anta babies kat umah my mom...then nad pecut plak kat Ampang Puteri Hospital.
Sampai sane..zahid mmg dah terbaring menahan sakit.
Sementara tunggu specialist datang, MO kat situ ckp mmg kene operate. So if zahid still can bear the pain..esok pagi operate..if not..mlm tu gak kene.

Since Zahid mmg dah xboleh tahan sakit sgt..Specialist tu ckp Zahid kene operate mlm tu jugak...
So by 12.30am Zahid kene operate..
Habis dlm 2.30am. We waited at the ward nervously, lame gile operation die...mase tu nadya dah fikir..any complication ke?lame gile dah ni..
I was worried like hell!!!kept on asking the nurses..lame dah ni..nape x kuar lagi nih...
So by 2.30am, Zahid masuk ward balik...and mase tu die dah sedar n he said..sakitnye...
Pity him..yah i know its hurt!!!Belah perot kot.........I had czer so i guess i knew how was the pain like!

Mase tu zahid dok muntah muntah..probably kesan bius tu doctor cakap...
Since my babies xde baju lebih...n susu pon dah nak habis..nad mmg kene cari baju & susu jugak time tu..
Mase tu dah pkol 3am...the only store yg bukak 24 hours yg jual susu Enfalac A+ was NSK kat Selayang tu...
So nad pon lari patah selayang..beli susu...pastu balik umah nad kat Batu Caves, amik baju babies & baju nad skit...pastu patah balik umah my mom..tinggal susu & baju babies..n patah balik Ampang Puteri.
Fooohhhhhhh..seriously nad rase nak pengsan ok!

Mase tu sampai hospital balik pon dah almost 6am..mmg nad xtido langsung that nite...
penat gile kot......
And nad terpk..camne nak hadapi sume nih...
Zahid mmg xboleh angkat the babies for the time being...
So just imagine, camne nad nak handle babies?? So that means...nad kene jage both babies sorang2..OMG!!!boleh ke???

Selama ni..nad bergilir dgn zahid..but now..zahid kene rehat...nad xmo la die rencah...kang lambat plak baik luke tu kan...

Korang sume doakan zahid cepat sihat eh..n smoga nad diberikan kekuatan & kesabaran dgn dugaan yg diberikan..InsyaAllah..

Miscarriage at 7 weeks

Salam alls...
Arini nad penat sgt kat ofc..so mls rasenye nak kuar lunch...
tetibe tringin plak nak tulis entry selepas lame menyepi...
By the way..nad nak cite..bulan 12 aritu..nad baru miscarriage...mase tu dh 7 weeks pregnant...

Mase nad memule tau nad pregnant..nad bli pregnancy test n check kat dm toilet KLCC..bile laju je kuar line  positif tu..trus nad nanges...
Nad mase tu xtau nak ckp cmne..rase mcm xready..ye la mase tu twins baru 6 months...
And nad takut nad xmampu nak handle 3 kids at 1 time..jage twins pon dah penat weh..umah pon dah terbalik...kain baju xsempat nak berlipat..hahahahah
And yg paling nad takut............nad kan baru je czer last year bulan 6..6 months after that pregnant balik?
Boleh ke pregnant?takut nanti rahim rosak bla bla...so first thing yg nad terfikir is nak gugurkan anak tu...Ya Allahhhhhhhhh..berdosa kan?
Tapi nad fikir sebab kesihatan..coz nad baru czer..takut ape2 komplikasi..YES, if kite baru czer n pregnant balik..mmg risk tinggi skit according to doctor...Tapi ajal & maut sume kat tangan Allah...btol x?

So bile nad bgtau org..majoriti sume memberi kate kate yg negatif....sume mcm biar benar?
Ko xplan ke?
TWINS kecik lagi kesian kat twins
Ya ALLAH stressnye nad mase tu...mcm2 nad pk..xtau nak gbrkan camne rase...
sedeh plak bile tringat twins yg baru nak membesarbaru nak dpt kasih syg..dah nak dapat adik lagi...

So bile nad n hubby dah bincang and kiteorg redha n be positive atas rezeki yg Allah berikan, so kami pon pegila jumpe Prof Zainul, kat HUKM. mase tu nak tunggu turn punye la ramai...dekat sehari nad tunggu turn...
So mase tu lapar sgt, nad pon ajak husband gi makan dulu...and mase nad tgh makan tu..tetibe nad rase ade bende mengalir...so nad pon cepat2 gi toilet.
Nad tkejut bile nampak darah kuar...Nad pon call mama nad n bgtau..mama nad ckp tu mungkin bleeding n misscarriage.
Mase tu nad rase bersalah & berdosa sgt..tu la, kite menidakkan rezeki yang Allah bg..skali terus kene tarik balik.

So bile jumpe Prof Zainul..nad ckp tadi baru bleeding. So Prof Zainul bg Duphaston, ubat kuatkan rahim n die ckp if persistent bleeding..maknenye miscarriage.
Bile balik umah, the whole nite nad rase sakit perot yg amat amat sgt..Macam sakit nak bersalin..sekejap rase nak buang air besar..tp bile gi toilet..plup plup darah jatuh dalam toilet bowl...
Esoknye nad pegi balik HUKM, doc buat ultrasound and sedeh gile bile dah xnampak kantung baby...
So mmg sahla nad miscarriage. Sakit perot yg xtertahan..nad mmg menanges2...
so doc ckp kene buat DNC...nad admitted n mintak doc terus buat DNC coz nad dh berguling guling sakit.
Memandangkan nad baru makan roti n minum air...so nad xboleh nak amik full bius. Doc bg half bius..ala2 mcm czer gak...
Nad still boleh rase n nampak ae yg berlaku!
Ngeri btol...mmg rase doctor tekan perot n tolak2 perot agaknye nak bg sume darah tu kuar kot...

Nad kene stay dalam 2 ari kat hospital.Mase tu nad nak kencing pon sakit..rase mcm baru pas czer je...rase mcm private part kite tu dirodok rodok..tp bukan ke DNC mmg kene rodok??

Nad dapat mc for 2 weeks..mase ni nad mmg pantang makan n ais sume..ala2 mcm bersalin gak...
Tapi nad sedeh gak bile miscarriage..so lesson learned...Allah maha mengetahui ape yg dieberikan untuk hambanya..janganla kita menidakkan rezeki yg Allah bg..sesungguhnye Anak itu amanah dari Allah swt...

Kalau itakdirkan nad akan pregnant lagi....nad akan terima dgn redha...wlupon Prof awal awl dah pesan..kene gap setahun at least ye,..awk baru lepas czer..miscarriage lagi.
Tapi nad dah 32 this year..hahaha..xkan nak tunggu 2-3 tahun lagi kot baru nak  pregnant balik??

Villa Sungkai Hot Spring

Salam..foohhhhhhh..dah bersawang blog nad nih..rasenye dah lame gile xupdate..hehehehe..maklumla skang ni super bz kat ofc...pastu dah xde mase dah nak update blog....
klau balik umah...nak bukak internet pon xsempat dgn melayan twins yg super duper nakal nih...

Anyway..nadya nak update last week nadya i holiday dgn hubby's family kat Sungkai Hot Spring.
MIL nad amik 3 bedroom villa....wallahhhhhhhhhhhhh..the place was soooooooooooooooooooonice!!!
Siap ade jacuzzi depan bilik ok..ape lagi kiteorg sume jadi badak berendam la dalam jacuzzi tu...hahahahaa
Siap si twins pon happy dapat masuk jacuzzi...siap xmo naik ok...

Sesape yg nak relax...mmg nad suggest untuk pegi sini...price for 3 bedroom villa ni dalam RM1k per nite..kami amik 2 malam..tp price sgt ok coz ade  bedrooms.
Mmg suasana hutan cmtu...sgt2 relax..mlm2 siap boleh dgr bunyi cengkerik...heheehhe.
So kalau korang nak shopping..lupekan je la..coz tempat ni xde shopping place..hanye la untuk relax ye...

Jalan sikit dari villa you alls boleh pegi kolam air panas..ala2 mcm kat tangkuban perahu tu..boleh rebus telur lagi kat situ...tapi memandangkan nad bwk 2 si kenit ni..mmg xlarat nak berjalan..hahahah..sudahnye MIL,FIL & SIL nad je yg pegi kola air panas tu..kami yg lain berendam je dlm jacuzzi tuh.

Perjalanan from KL amik mase dlm 2jam...xde la jauh sgt...tapi mmg worth pegi tempat tu...
InsyaAllah nad nak pegi lagi..coz nad suke btol tempat yg relax2 jauh dari kebisingan kota nih..heheeh..chewahhhhhhhhh