BANDUNG

Salam...
Last december...nad bawak twins gi bandung!
hahahaaha....sempat kan nak bejalan gak bg penutup 2013.Lagipon nad sambut birthday nad kat Bandung...
Since aidan baru 4 bulan....so Aidan kene tinggal....
Gi Bandung ni dah mcm balik kampung dah..hahahah..
Nad suke gi bandung ni sebab makanan best!
Kalau korang ni kaki diet...xpyh la gi bandung..rosak diet wooooooo...
Kat Bandung...nad duduk kat Hotel Serela...Kat area Jalan Riau...Hotel tu best gak..snang boleh jalan kaki je gi outlet2 sume..
Tapi sebab nad bwk twins..so agak susah nak bjalan kaki dgn  stroller bagai..so nad mmg amik supir je kat sane..snang kalau ade supir ni.
Yela..xkan la dgn bdk2 ni...dgn brg2 shopping..jenuh kite nak menahan taxi kan?
Tapi nad gi bulan Dec...so asik hujan je.....aduhaiiiiiii..xbest tau kalau travel time2 hujan nih.

Ermmm...kalau org tanye nad..nak bwk budak ke gi bandung..nad xsuggest kot.
Ye la...dah namenye Bandung tu heaven for shopping..korang nak shopping cmne kalau bwk anak2 kecik oiii!
Kang kalau hilang mau nangessssssssssss...
Nad pegi pasar baru xsampai setengah jam duduk situ...Sebab twins xmo dok stroller..plak tu main kejar2..lari2...
Mmg cuak la nad...xpe la..aku rela xshopping drp anak hilang...

Twins mmg xbehave langsung sepanjang kat sane...dieorg ni jenis budak yg lasak...so xde la dieorg nak duduk diam..kalau masuk factory outlet tu...nad sempat capai2 yg mane bekenan je...xsempat la nak dok lame2..nak memilih kan...
bile dh sampai hotel..tgk baju yg nad bli..lebih kurang same pattern la..same color la..hahaha..jd la labu!

Bagi nad baju2 budak kat sane mmg murah la...mmg boleh rambang mata tu..brand2 mcm osh kosh...guess...polo..armani.. mmg cantek2...and sgt la murahhhhhhhhh
Sila la bwk duit byk2 kalau nak shopping gi bandung eh...
Ok mase 1st day tu..nad dinner sempena bdy kat the Valley.
Tq to Linda yg suggest tempat ni...
Ya Allah tempat ni cantek nye..atas bukit....mmg romantic btol......
And kat situ makanan nad rase murah la..dgn view..dgn makanan sedap...
Mmg nad suggest korang gi the valley ni...

Ha, nad sempat gi Trans Studio kat bandung tu...
tapi mcm xbest je..hahahah
xnaik ape2 rides pon kat sane...mcm ntah pe2 je dlm tu...rugi je pegi...
Lagi pon mcm xnampak plak rides untuk bdk2...

Overall trip nad ni mmg juz nak relax2 je...so xde la nak shopping bagai...
InsyaAllah nanti nak pegi lagi kalau nak shopping....tapi kali ni xboleh bwk korang ye anak2..dok diam kat sini...nanti mama beli baju je sudah!

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Al Fatihah Papa...

Salam Jumaat sume...
Salam 2014...wow..ni baru 1st entry nad untuk 2014....
Dah bulan 2 dah kan?well...not a good start for me for 2014. Arwah ayah nad, Sariffuddin Hussaini telah kembali menemui penciptanye pada 3 Jan 2014. Arwah papa sakit cancer stage 4..mase diagnosed cancer..mase tu bulan 9...actually mase tu papa xsakit pon..tp die batuk2..so bile pegi clinic..doc suruh xray. Bile buat xray..doc found out that papa had cancer...lungs n liver...MasyaAllah...
Doc bg mase papa stahun je untuk hidup n mase tu doc ckp dah xboleh buat chemo. We all sume tkejut..sedih dgn berita tu but xkan kiteorg nak tunjuk depan papa kan?
Setiap hari kami sume bg semangat kat papa..ye la doctor hanye bagi ramalan..semua ketentuan daripada Allah kan?
Tapi kuasa Allah melebihi segalanya..xsampai setahun pon..within 3 months je papa dapat survived.
Mase diagnosed papa sakit..nad dlm pantang...so nadya xbape kerap sgt jumpe papa...
selalu wass app n msg die je...mase nadya jumpe papa pas pantang tu...MasyaAllah..i cudnt even recognised him..sedeh sgt...papa dah jd lain..dah kurus sgt...juz tinggal kulit and tulang je...
Mase dlm pantang tu rasenye nadya jumpe papa mase tu...die still nampak ade isi lagi wlaupon kurus...Tapi sel cancer mmg cepat sgt...mmg xsangke papa pegi cepat sgt...

Nadya ade visit papa 3 days before he died...Mase tu papa kat hosp pusrawi. Kebetulan New Year eve..so ofc nad dapat half day..balik tu trus nad visit die kat hosp..mmg sedeh sgt tgk keadaan die..mase tu die nak makan n minum pon dah xboleh..nampak die sengsara sgt. Bile nadya tanye..papa sakit x? die gelengkan kepala..die still ade smangat tu survive tau..Mmg kagum btol nad tgk papa...xpenah papa mengeluh atau tunjuk yg die sedeh fighting for his cancer.
Even till the end pon, papa still tanye nad..kawan nad ade cancer tu..die survive x? Yup..kawan nad survive....Papa hoping that he'll survive too.
Mase nadya nak balik coz mase tu nak amik kids kat baby sitter dah..papa xbg balik..papa ckp nak borak2
nadya tgk die sayu je..die nak cakap pon xlarat..cmne lagi nak borak kan?
Kami juz diam..biar papa layan perasaan die...
Sebenarnye byk nadya nak tanye itu ini...tapi die mcm dah termengah2..mama nad bg signal supaya bagi papa rehat..xpyh cakap byk...

So mase nadya nak balik tu...nadya cakap dgn papa...rehat eh pa..nati nadya datang lagi ye...Mase tu nad xsempat nak mintak maaf kat papa...
Nad xnak nanti die pk sume org pk die mcm dah nak mninggal...so nadya xsempat mintak maaf...

1st Jan 2014...dah 3 tahun arwah nenek nad mninggal...and nad masih ingat kat die till now...
Prasaan nad berdebar2..jgn la ade kematian lagi....

3rd Jan 2014...petang tu mama call...ckp arwah papa  dah nazak. Nad pon kelam kabut call hubby n bgtau...within 5 mins pastu..mama call balik..cakap papa dah meninggal!
Ya Allah..papa dah takde..Inalillah...Papa..papa...sedeh sangat mase tu.
Nadya mcm menyesal xsempat nak spend byk mase dgn die mase tu...menyesal coz xsempat nak mintak maaf kat papa...
macam xpercaya...nad baru jumpe papa 3 ari lepas...skang papa dah xde.

and now 7th February 2014...nadya still teringat kat papa...kalau nad tgk fb die..nad sure nanges. nad tgk wass app die..bace msg die...sayu...
sesungguhnye kematian seseorang tu amat menyedihkan...
kalau nadya gi klcc...minum GongCha..tringat kat papa..sebab papa suke Gong Cha!
Papa...i miss u pa..maafkan nadya atas segala kesalahan nadya...halalkan makan minum nadya selama ni..dan semoga papa ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman...Al Fatihah

                                                          Mase nikah, gbr dgn papa n my sis

                         

                                                 Gambar ni bulan 9, 2013...papa diagnosed with cancer

I'm a SUPERMOMMY

Assalamalaikum....

Agak lame dah menyepi menulis blog ni...
ye la..kdg2 xterdan dah nak update...skang nad upload je kat instagram...
alhamdulillah nad dh hbs pantang n dah start keje pon...
Syukur...
Skang im a mommy to my 2 beautiful twins n a handsome boy.(yeay..anak dah 3)
Syukur nad sihat wlupon had 2 czer..last czer was last year n recent was on august 2013...fooohhhhhh.
Pasni kene berehat n plan...
Yup, nad kene buat family planning...walaupon ade org yg ckp..kalau ade rezki jgn ditolak. Ramai je org na baby susah...ko pulak nak plan2..
Yup, demi kesihatan nad..mmg nad SGT SGT kene family planning..
Ingat nak pasan implan..tp takottttt..coz doc ckp nanti nak kuarkan implan tu mcm kene toreh skit tgn..scary eh?
eh...haloooooooooo..ko dh went thru 2 czer kot...lagi sakit wooooooooo...

Ok, alhamdulillah my baby sitter jage 3 org my babies skaligus..so snang..coz kdg2 kian bile nad dgr ade kwn2 yg terpakse anta anak kat baby sitter yg berlainan..coz kdg2 baby sitter tu penuh..dh xleh accept bdk dah..
Cam nad..once nad tau nad pregnant n dah tau due date..awal2 lagi dh pesan kat die yg nanti nad nak anta lagi sorang baby tau...Alhamdulillah die accept..
So snang skit la...tapi kan byr baby sitter lagi mahal dari byr maid...hahaahh
kalau de maid..snang skit...balik umah..umah pon bkemas...tapiiiiiiii..ermmmmmmm.tapiiiiii..kalau ko dapat maid yg ok..alhamdulillah..kalau dpt maid yg mereng?yg baling anak ko macam roti canai?camne?
So aku n zahid decided...xpyh ade maid dah...last experienced...kiteorg dah tukar 3 maid ok!!!
buat bazir duit je..coz maid skang ni bukan nak keje..aku rase deiorg dah boring duduk kg kt indon tu..so dtg ar sini...pasu buat hal..mencuri ke ape ke..lari..zassssssssss
byk kes weh...kwn2 aku byk amik maid skang sume xleh pakai...
kalau ko do umah skali or ko ade mak bpk yg bleh monitor..disamping maid tu jage anak2 ko xpe gak...
tapi kalau ko keje..n ko harapkan maid ko jg anak2 ko..ermmmmmmm..susah nak cakap weh!

Bagi aku mmg penat..ye la..pagi2 nak mengangkut 3 org anak..pastu balik keje..nak amik kat baby sitter...pastu balik..nk masak lagi ...pastu nak jage anak lagi...penat tu mmg aku xtipu...tapi bile ko tgk gelagat n keletah anak2 ko..xde pe yg lebih mengembirakan lagi...
Aku harap n berdoa supaya anak2 aku bleh ajge aku bile aku n zahid dah tua nanti...

Tapi best jugak ade anak yg dekat2 ni...so ko penat skali harung...n xpyh nak membazir beli brg2 babies byk2 lagi kan?
yg mane brg2 kakak die yg boleh pakai...aku pakai..tp idokla aku pakaikan anak aku color pink or baju bunga2 kan?
Budak2 ni cepat btol membesar..cam aidan....(name anak aku yg no 3), wlupon baru masuk 3 bln..baju 3 bulan mmg xleh pakai...baju 6 bulan pon die pakai sendat...hahahahah...so seb baik aku xbeli baju die byk aritu...
Zaras aku tgk syg kat adik die...kalau aku cakap syg adik..cepat2 dieorg pegi kat aidan n cium bkali2..sampai rimas aidan tu aku tgk..hahahaahah..
pastu bile dieorg dgr adik dieorg ni nanges..cepat2 amik susu..bg kat aku...pandai kakak2 die ni...

So sape2 yg terpregnant dalam jarak yg dekat...jgn risau n jgn mengeluh..percayala...Allah maha mengetahui ape yg terbaik untuk hamba hambanye....
Yang penting...korang pandai jage anak2 korang tu.
So far..wlupon anak aku dah 3 org..masih cukup makan...masih cukup pakai....syukur Alhamdulillah..

So tu je la nad sempat nak cite...nanti bebile mase nak update lagi...byeeeeeee

Veil with silver beads

Salam jumaat ladies...

sorry dah lame xupdate blog...and sorry jugak coz ade few emails yg nadya lambat nak balas.
So far, yes..nadya still sewakan brg2 mcm dulang...kain alas hantaran..bantal nikah n also veil.
Ok, sape yg still nak cari ekslusif veil...boleh try consider veil ni.
Veil ni color putih with full silver beads.
Labuh die sampai ke pinggang.
Nadya sewakan veil ni hanye rm50 sahaja

ni contoh customer nadya pakai veil ni :

cantek kan?

so interested?
email nadya kat  nadiatul.iza@dimensionbid.com

Sewa Dulang Hantaran Ekslusif

Salam Jumaat...

Memandangkan sekarang ni musim cuti skolah..jd ramai yg nak bertunang or kawen dalam musim ni kan?
ok..just quick update...
Nadya masih lagi sewakan dulang hantaran ekslusif tu...
Ade 11 pcs sumenye n mmg dulang ni dulang tembaga. And atas dulang tu ade ukiran yg mmg cantek..so u ols xpyh pening kepala cmne nak decorate brg2 hantaran dah.
Juz letak atas dulang tu n letak bunga2 sikit...
Nampak ekslusif and elegant.
Dulang boleh amik kat area melawati (zoo negara area), batu caves or klcc.
Nadya sewakan at rm40 for each dulang ....murah kan? (juz dulang eh..buga besi nadya xde tau)
plg murah nadya jumpe org sewakan siap skali gubah hantaran at rm200 per dulang...mahal okkkkkkkk...

So sape nak sewa..boleh email nadya kat nadya.debelle@gmail.com or call nadya kat 0192792509

ni contoh contoh dulang ekslusif yg org gunakan as hantaran :

Husbandku Appendiks!!!

8th March 2013....

Mase tu nad kat office...husband mengadu sakit perut sgt...A night before mmg die dah sakit perot sangat...he thought that he had food poisoning...he kept went to the toilet n i cud see his pale face....
nad suruh die minum byk air n that nite he couldnt sleep due the stomach pain...

So on Friday 8th March tu..he supposed to pick me up from work..that time dah 4.30pm adnd when i called him..he was still in the office...
What?dah la arini nad xbwk kete n he supposed to pick me..
He said that he cant even walk n i asked him to go to the clinic. He went to Idzham clinic n doc said he was having gastric!
Stupid doctor..!

I called my MIL n informed her my husband condition. She insisted that we bring him to Ampang Puteri for further check up.
Since nad kat office n xde transport, my MIL stucked in the jam..lucky my SIL ade kat nearby umah...
Zahid mase tu mmg xleh jalan langsung n i could hear he was in pain when i called him...Fooh......i was scared..stumbled...dont know what to do..
Mcm blur jap..ye la, dgn husba sakit..dgn babies mase tu kat baby sitter..
I was really worried..xtau zahid sakit pe..suddenly die mcm tu..
All that i can do is berdoa n doa supaya my husband ok...

Tau la friday jam was terribled. Nad terpakse tunggu my mom pick me up from the office n pegi umah baby sitter. I cant carry both babies..so definitely mmg kene ade sorang yg tolong angkat baby.
Dalam perjalanan nak gi umah baby sitter tu..i kept on calling my sil n tanye zahid's condition!
Rase mcm xpijak tanah ok...ye la..risau gile kotttttttt...

Sampai Ampang Puteri Hospital, Doc kat sane amik his blood test n later confirmed that he had appendiks!!!!!Grrrrrr......Geram btol at doctor clinic idzham tu..how if my husband mmg ingat gastric? n die biar je?damnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!

So bile dah amik babies from baby sitter, nad anta babies kat umah my mom...then nad pecut plak kat Ampang Puteri Hospital.
Sampai sane..zahid mmg dah terbaring menahan sakit.
Sementara tunggu specialist datang, MO kat situ ckp mmg kene operate. So if zahid still can bear the pain..esok pagi operate..if not..mlm tu gak kene.

Since Zahid mmg dah xboleh tahan sakit sgt..Specialist tu ckp Zahid kene operate mlm tu jugak...
So by 12.30am Zahid kene operate..
Habis dlm 2.30am. We waited at the ward nervously, lame gile operation die...mase tu nadya dah fikir..any complication ke?lame gile dah ni..
I was worried like hell!!!kept on asking the nurses..lame dah ni..nape x kuar lagi nih...
So by 2.30am, Zahid masuk ward balik...and mase tu die dah sedar n he said..sakitnye...
Pity him..yah i know its hurt!!!Belah perot kot.........I had czer so i guess i knew how was the pain like!

Mase tu zahid dok muntah muntah..probably kesan bius tu doctor cakap...
Since my babies xde baju lebih...n susu pon dah nak habis..nad mmg kene cari baju & susu jugak time tu..
Mase tu dah pkol 3am...the only store yg bukak 24 hours yg jual susu Enfalac A+ was NSK kat Selayang tu...
So nad pon lari patah selayang..beli susu...pastu balik umah nad kat Batu Caves, amik baju babies & baju nad skit...pastu patah balik umah my mom..tinggal susu & baju babies..n patah balik Ampang Puteri.
Fooohhhhhhh..seriously nad rase nak pengsan ok!

Mase tu sampai hospital balik pon dah almost 6am..mmg nad xtido langsung that nite...
penat gile kot......
And nad terpk..camne nak hadapi sume nih...
Zahid mmg xboleh angkat the babies for the time being...
So just imagine, camne nad nak handle babies?? So that means...nad kene jage both babies sorang2..OMG!!!boleh ke???

Selama ni..nad bergilir dgn zahid..but now..zahid kene rehat...nad xmo la die rencah...kang lambat plak baik luke tu kan...

Korang sume doakan zahid cepat sihat eh..n smoga nad diberikan kekuatan & kesabaran dgn dugaan yg diberikan..InsyaAllah..

Miscarriage at 7 weeks

Salam alls...
Arini nad penat sgt kat ofc..so mls rasenye nak kuar lunch...
tetibe tringin plak nak tulis entry selepas lame menyepi...
By the way..nad nak cite..bulan 12 aritu..nad baru miscarriage...mase tu dh 7 weeks pregnant...

Mase nad memule tau nad pregnant..nad bli pregnancy test n check kat dm toilet KLCC..bile laju je kuar line  positif tu..trus nad nanges...
Nad mase tu xtau nak ckp cmne..rase mcm xready..ye la mase tu twins baru 6 months...
And nad takut nad xmampu nak handle 3 kids at 1 time..jage twins pon dah penat weh..umah pon dah terbalik...kain baju xsempat nak berlipat..hahahahah
And yg paling nad takut............nad kan baru je czer last year bulan 6..6 months after that pregnant balik?
Boleh ke pregnant?takut nanti rahim rosak bla bla...so first thing yg nad terfikir is nak gugurkan anak tu...Ya Allahhhhhhhhh..berdosa kan?
Tapi nad fikir sebab kesihatan..coz nad baru czer..takut ape2 komplikasi..YES, if kite baru czer n pregnant balik..mmg risk tinggi skit according to doctor...Tapi ajal & maut sume kat tangan Allah...btol x?

So bile nad bgtau org..majoriti sume memberi kate kate yg negatif....sume mcm biar benar?
Ko xplan ke?
TWINS kecik lagi kesian kat twins
Ya ALLAH stressnye nad mase tu...mcm2 nad pk..xtau nak gbrkan camne rase...
sedeh plak bile tringat twins yg baru nak membesarbaru nak dpt kasih syg..dah nak dapat adik lagi...

So bile nad n hubby dah bincang and kiteorg redha n be positive atas rezeki yg Allah berikan, so kami pon pegila jumpe Prof Zainul, kat HUKM. mase tu nak tunggu turn punye la ramai...dekat sehari nad tunggu turn...
So mase tu lapar sgt, nad pon ajak husband gi makan dulu...and mase nad tgh makan tu..tetibe nad rase ade bende mengalir...so nad pon cepat2 gi toilet.
Nad tkejut bile nampak darah kuar...Nad pon call mama nad n bgtau..mama nad ckp tu mungkin bleeding n misscarriage.
Mase tu nad rase bersalah & berdosa sgt..tu la, kite menidakkan rezeki yang Allah bg..skali terus kene tarik balik.

So bile jumpe Prof Zainul..nad ckp tadi baru bleeding. So Prof Zainul bg Duphaston, ubat kuatkan rahim n die ckp if persistent bleeding..maknenye miscarriage.
Bile balik umah, the whole nite nad rase sakit perot yg amat amat sgt..Macam sakit nak bersalin..sekejap rase nak buang air besar..tp bile gi toilet..plup plup darah jatuh dalam toilet bowl...
Esoknye nad pegi balik HUKM, doc buat ultrasound and sedeh gile bile dah xnampak kantung baby...
So mmg sahla nad miscarriage. Sakit perot yg xtertahan..nad mmg menanges2...
so doc ckp kene buat DNC...nad admitted n mintak doc terus buat DNC coz nad dh berguling guling sakit.
Memandangkan nad baru makan roti n minum air...so nad xboleh nak amik full bius. Doc bg half bius..ala2 mcm czer gak...
Nad still boleh rase n nampak ae yg berlaku!
Ngeri btol...mmg rase doctor tekan perot n tolak2 perot agaknye nak bg sume darah tu kuar kot...

Nad kene stay dalam 2 ari kat hospital.Mase tu nad nak kencing pon sakit..rase mcm baru pas czer je...rase mcm private part kite tu dirodok rodok..tp bukan ke DNC mmg kene rodok??

Nad dapat mc for 2 weeks..mase ni nad mmg pantang makan n ais sume..ala2 mcm bersalin gak...
Tapi nad sedeh gak bile miscarriage..so lesson learned...Allah maha mengetahui ape yg dieberikan untuk hambanya..janganla kita menidakkan rezeki yg Allah bg..sesungguhnye Anak itu amanah dari Allah swt...

Kalau itakdirkan nad akan pregnant lagi....nad akan terima dgn redha...wlupon Prof awal awl dah pesan..kene gap setahun at least ye,..awk baru lepas czer..miscarriage lagi.
Tapi nad dah 32 this year..hahaha..xkan nak tunggu 2-3 tahun lagi kot baru nak  pregnant balik??