Husbandku Appendiks!!!

8th March 2013....

Mase tu nad kat office...husband mengadu sakit perut sgt...A night before mmg die dah sakit perot sangat...he thought that he had food poisoning...he kept went to the toilet n i cud see his pale face....
nad suruh die minum byk air n that nite he couldnt sleep due the stomach pain...

So on Friday 8th March tu..he supposed to pick me up from work..that time dah 4.30pm adnd when i called him..he was still in the office...
What?dah la arini nad xbwk kete n he supposed to pick me..
He said that he cant even walk n i asked him to go to the clinic. He went to Idzham clinic n doc said he was having gastric!
Stupid doctor..!

I called my MIL n informed her my husband condition. She insisted that we bring him to Ampang Puteri for further check up.
Since nad kat office n xde transport, my MIL stucked in the jam..lucky my SIL ade kat nearby umah...
Zahid mase tu mmg xleh jalan langsung n i could hear he was in pain when i called him...Fooh......i was scared..stumbled...dont know what to do..
Mcm blur jap..ye la, dgn husba sakit..dgn babies mase tu kat baby sitter..
I was really worried..xtau zahid sakit pe..suddenly die mcm tu..
All that i can do is berdoa n doa supaya my husband ok...

Tau la friday jam was terribled. Nad terpakse tunggu my mom pick me up from the office n pegi umah baby sitter. I cant carry both babies..so definitely mmg kene ade sorang yg tolong angkat baby.
Dalam perjalanan nak gi umah baby sitter tu..i kept on calling my sil n tanye zahid's condition!
Rase mcm xpijak tanah ok...ye la..risau gile kotttttttt...

Sampai Ampang Puteri Hospital, Doc kat sane amik his blood test n later confirmed that he had appendiks!!!!!Grrrrrr......Geram btol at doctor clinic idzham tu..how if my husband mmg ingat gastric? n die biar je?damnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!

So bile dah amik babies from baby sitter, nad anta babies kat umah my mom...then nad pecut plak kat Ampang Puteri Hospital.
Sampai sane..zahid mmg dah terbaring menahan sakit.
Sementara tunggu specialist datang, MO kat situ ckp mmg kene operate. So if zahid still can bear the pain..esok pagi operate..if not..mlm tu gak kene.

Since Zahid mmg dah xboleh tahan sakit sgt..Specialist tu ckp Zahid kene operate mlm tu jugak...
So by 12.30am Zahid kene operate..
Habis dlm 2.30am. We waited at the ward nervously, lame gile operation die...mase tu nadya dah fikir..any complication ke?lame gile dah ni..
I was worried like hell!!!kept on asking the nurses..lame dah ni..nape x kuar lagi nih...
So by 2.30am, Zahid masuk ward balik...and mase tu die dah sedar n he said..sakitnye...
Pity him..yah i know its hurt!!!Belah perot kot.........I had czer so i guess i knew how was the pain like!

Mase tu zahid dok muntah muntah..probably kesan bius tu doctor cakap...
Since my babies xde baju lebih...n susu pon dah nak habis..nad mmg kene cari baju & susu jugak time tu..
Mase tu dah pkol 3am...the only store yg bukak 24 hours yg jual susu Enfalac A+ was NSK kat Selayang tu...
So nad pon lari patah selayang..beli susu...pastu balik umah nad kat Batu Caves, amik baju babies & baju nad skit...pastu patah balik umah my mom..tinggal susu & baju babies..n patah balik Ampang Puteri.
Fooohhhhhhh..seriously nad rase nak pengsan ok!

Mase tu sampai hospital balik pon dah almost 6am..mmg nad xtido langsung that nite...
penat gile kot......
And nad terpk..camne nak hadapi sume nih...
Zahid mmg xboleh angkat the babies for the time being...
So just imagine, camne nad nak handle babies?? So that means...nad kene jage both babies sorang2..OMG!!!boleh ke???

Selama ni..nad bergilir dgn zahid..but now..zahid kene rehat...nad xmo la die rencah...kang lambat plak baik luke tu kan...

Korang sume doakan zahid cepat sihat eh..n smoga nad diberikan kekuatan & kesabaran dgn dugaan yg diberikan..InsyaAllah..

Miscarriage at 7 weeks

Salam alls...
Arini nad penat sgt kat ofc..so mls rasenye nak kuar lunch...
tetibe tringin plak nak tulis entry selepas lame menyepi...
By the way..nad nak cite..bulan 12 aritu..nad baru miscarriage...mase tu dh 7 weeks pregnant...

Mase nad memule tau nad pregnant..nad bli pregnancy test n check kat dm toilet KLCC..bile laju je kuar line  positif tu..trus nad nanges...
Nad mase tu xtau nak ckp cmne..rase mcm xready..ye la mase tu twins baru 6 months...
And nad takut nad xmampu nak handle 3 kids at 1 time..jage twins pon dah penat weh..umah pon dah terbalik...kain baju xsempat nak berlipat..hahahahah
And yg paling nad takut............nad kan baru je czer last year bulan 6..6 months after that pregnant balik?
Boleh ke pregnant?takut nanti rahim rosak bla bla...so first thing yg nad terfikir is nak gugurkan anak tu...Ya Allahhhhhhhhh..berdosa kan?
Tapi nad fikir sebab kesihatan..coz nad baru czer..takut ape2 komplikasi..YES, if kite baru czer n pregnant balik..mmg risk tinggi skit according to doctor...Tapi ajal & maut sume kat tangan Allah...btol x?

So bile nad bgtau org..majoriti sume memberi kate kate yg negatif....sume mcm biar benar?
Ko xplan ke?
TWINS kecik lagi kesian kat twins
Ya ALLAH stressnye nad mase tu...mcm2 nad pk..xtau nak gbrkan camne rase...
sedeh plak bile tringat twins yg baru nak membesarbaru nak dpt kasih syg..dah nak dapat adik lagi...

So bile nad n hubby dah bincang and kiteorg redha n be positive atas rezeki yg Allah berikan, so kami pon pegila jumpe Prof Zainul, kat HUKM. mase tu nak tunggu turn punye la ramai...dekat sehari nad tunggu turn...
So mase tu lapar sgt, nad pon ajak husband gi makan dulu...and mase nad tgh makan tu..tetibe nad rase ade bende mengalir...so nad pon cepat2 gi toilet.
Nad tkejut bile nampak darah kuar...Nad pon call mama nad n bgtau..mama nad ckp tu mungkin bleeding n misscarriage.
Mase tu nad rase bersalah & berdosa sgt..tu la, kite menidakkan rezeki yang Allah bg..skali terus kene tarik balik.

So bile jumpe Prof Zainul..nad ckp tadi baru bleeding. So Prof Zainul bg Duphaston, ubat kuatkan rahim n die ckp if persistent bleeding..maknenye miscarriage.
Bile balik umah, the whole nite nad rase sakit perot yg amat amat sgt..Macam sakit nak bersalin..sekejap rase nak buang air besar..tp bile gi toilet..plup plup darah jatuh dalam toilet bowl...
Esoknye nad pegi balik HUKM, doc buat ultrasound and sedeh gile bile dah xnampak kantung baby...
So mmg sahla nad miscarriage. Sakit perot yg xtertahan..nad mmg menanges2...
so doc ckp kene buat DNC...nad admitted n mintak doc terus buat DNC coz nad dh berguling guling sakit.
Memandangkan nad baru makan roti n minum air...so nad xboleh nak amik full bius. Doc bg half bius..ala2 mcm czer gak...
Nad still boleh rase n nampak ae yg berlaku!
Ngeri btol...mmg rase doctor tekan perot n tolak2 perot agaknye nak bg sume darah tu kuar kot...

Nad kene stay dalam 2 ari kat hospital.Mase tu nad nak kencing pon sakit..rase mcm baru pas czer je...rase mcm private part kite tu dirodok rodok..tp bukan ke DNC mmg kene rodok??

Nad dapat mc for 2 weeks..mase ni nad mmg pantang makan n ais sume..ala2 mcm bersalin gak...
Tapi nad sedeh gak bile miscarriage..so lesson learned...Allah maha mengetahui ape yg dieberikan untuk hambanya..janganla kita menidakkan rezeki yg Allah bg..sesungguhnye Anak itu amanah dari Allah swt...

Kalau itakdirkan nad akan pregnant lagi....nad akan terima dgn redha...wlupon Prof awal awl dah pesan..kene gap setahun at least ye,..awk baru lepas czer..miscarriage lagi.
Tapi nad dah 32 this year..hahaha..xkan nak tunggu 2-3 tahun lagi kot baru nak  pregnant balik??

Villa Sungkai Hot Spring

Salam..foohhhhhhh..dah bersawang blog nad nih..rasenye dah lame gile xupdate..hehehehe..maklumla skang ni super bz kat ofc...pastu dah xde mase dah nak update blog....
klau balik umah...nak bukak internet pon xsempat dgn melayan twins yg super duper nakal nih...

Anyway..nadya nak update last week nadya i holiday dgn hubby's family kat Sungkai Hot Spring.
MIL nad amik 3 bedroom villa....wallahhhhhhhhhhhhh..the place was soooooooooooooooooooonice!!!
Siap ade jacuzzi depan bilik ok..ape lagi kiteorg sume jadi badak berendam la dalam jacuzzi tu...hahahahaa
Siap si twins pon happy dapat masuk jacuzzi...siap xmo naik ok...

Sesape yg nak relax...mmg nad suggest untuk pegi sini...price for 3 bedroom villa ni dalam RM1k per nite..kami amik 2 malam..tp price sgt ok coz ade  bedrooms.
Mmg suasana hutan cmtu...sgt2 relax..mlm2 siap boleh dgr bunyi cengkerik...heheehhe.
So kalau korang nak shopping..lupekan je la..coz tempat ni xde shopping place..hanye la untuk relax ye...

Jalan sikit dari villa you alls boleh pegi kolam air panas..ala2 mcm kat tangkuban perahu tu..boleh rebus telur lagi kat situ...tapi memandangkan nad bwk 2 si kenit ni..mmg xlarat nak berjalan..hahahah..sudahnye MIL,FIL & SIL nad je yg pegi kola air panas tu..kami yg lain berendam je dlm jacuzzi tuh.

Perjalanan from KL amik mase dlm 2jam...xde la jauh sgt...tapi mmg worth pegi tempat tu...
InsyaAllah nad nak pegi lagi..coz nad suke btol tempat yg relax2 jauh dari kebisingan kota nih..heheeh..chewahhhhhhhhh

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Nak Pantang Selepas Pantang

Salam jumaat u ols...
Ha, korang tau kan..mase nad bersalin aritu..nad mmg xsempat nak berpantang..
dgn xde og jage n anak masuk NICU due to premature...so nad mmg xsempat nak berpantang..
Nad pantang ice je for 44 days..pastu hamekkkkkkkkkkkk ko!!! after that minum la ais sampai skang ok...

Al kisah...pas pantang..beratku naik 12kg!!!
Lepas pantang ye u olssss..orang pas pantang slim melim..aku jadi GEDEMPOL!!!
Hah..mmg sakit ati bile tgk bdn sendri kat cermin...tambah plak sakit ati bile ade org tgur eh..ARE U EXPECTING?? or U DAH PREGNANT BAPE BULAN?
Sedikit sentap yek...ni la akibatnye nad xpantang...

So..dah ramai orang tgur n nasihat nad supaya nad jage badan balik..
Since baby dah 5 months..n air susu dah dah xdeeeeeee..sobssssssss..so dah hbsla nak bf baby..wlupon slame ni atleast dapat la 1-2 oz skali pam..
skang nak dapat stengah oz pon xleh dah..
So my mom dah suruh start makan jamu sume

Dulu nak makan jamu doctor xbg die my babies premature. Doc ckp pati ikan haruan..jamu sume ni mmg good for you..but not for your babies..
So aku pon bekorban la untuk pastikan anak2 aku sihat!
Bagi nad..my twiggies are my everything!!!!

Mase nad dlm pantang..dok stiap hari ulang alik hopital jenguk anak dlm NICU..mmg xberpantang langsung!
Ye la..mase tu mane nak pk diri kite dah...dgn pk anak2 dlm tu bertarung nyawa untuk hiup kan?
Sape ibu2 yg pernah merasai pengalaman seperti nad ni mungkin phm pe yg nad cube sampaikan...
Tengok anak dlm incubator...badan dipenuhi wayar2 n tiub...ko nak dok umah..goyang kaki tido..or berurut sume?
Nad rela..habiskan mase nad mengadap anak 24 jam..wlupon mase tu my babies tido je dlm incubator..
Yup,premmie babies needs lots of sleep ok..for them to gain weight balik.

So nad gagahkan diri ulang alik hospital wlupon nad kne marah dgn ramai org.
Badan nak pakai lama..kene jage..nanti kang eroyan bla bla...
Tapi mase tu nad hanye mampu berdoa supaya Allah kuatkan nad n semuhkan anak2 nad secepat mungkin.
Nad yakin Allah maha mengetahui ....

Ermmmmmm..korang rase kalau skang baru nad nak start ala2 pantang..boleh ke kurus balik?padahal lemak dah jadi tepu?
Kalau nad stop ice n makan style orang pantang...boleh ke eh?
Or nad nak try la makan Alpha Lipid SD2 tu..berkesan ke?

Barang Baby Lagi

Weekends baru ni nad gi PWTC & KLCC... Kat PWTC Kebetulan ade mom n baby expo...nad pon gi ari ahad coz sabtu de kenduri... Kawan nad gi baby expo kat pwtc tu ari sabtu..die dapat stroller!good deals maclaren limited edition... Nad kirim kat die Avent Blender + Steamer tu...Nad dapat RM350. Outside price rasenye M 450. Nasib baik nad kirim kat die, coz mase nad gi ari ahad...Blender tu dah hbsssssssss.. Sure ramai org rembat blender ni. Hubby pon tanye apsal blender tu mahal sgt? Ermmmm..ntah..nape eh? Bile nad tanye org..dieorg ckp coz senang steam +blend in 1 blender... Senang nak buat solid food zaras nanti... Mase kat pwtc...nad tgk xbape menarik la expo nih... As usual...orang mmg penuh kat Whoopee tu.. Mostly mmg org kat situ sume rebat whopee..Nad tanye gak hubby, jom la kite try whopee lagi..die xmo..coz die ckp buat pe whopee cepat bocor... (KALAU BABY KORANG ELOK PAKAI WHOPEE...THATS GOOD...BUT UNFORTUNATELY ZARAS PAKAI MMG BOCOR!!) Habis baju kalau bocor tuh.

So kiteorang round2 tgk pe yg menarik..skali terjumpe la bantal latex for babies. And we were like..ha, ade pon latex babies pillow... Since babies mattress pon we all bli latex..so alang2 dah jumpe latex pillow ni..we all bli terus. Harge pillow ni dalam rm56 je. Latex ni mcm bagus coz die ade ruang udara..so bantal or tilam xde la bau kepam! Zaras ade super sensitive skin like her mother..so zaras xleh nak pakai bantal kekabu or if gune bantal biasa tu..sure bantal tu basah coz peluh. And bile bantal tu dah berpeluh..mule la nanti zaras naik rashes. So i suggest if you all nye babies ade skin problem..sensitive or eczema..cari la latex mattress or pillow.. Kat booth tu jugak nad bli bed sheets...pillow cover n blanket.Snang sume ade dlm 1 kedai... So bed sheets n pillow cover bli banyak gak..snang nanti xpyh nak cari lagi...
Total spend kat expo tu : RM 220


Lepas dah hbs bayar...hubs dah mls nak round2 lagi coz die ckp xde pe dah...
Actually die nak tarik daripada wife die terjebak stop kat booth memana lagi kan?
Alamak..this time around..nad xde bli rompers yg cute2 tuh..

So after kuar PWTC, kiterog gi KLCC...
Dengar Mothercare ade sale.
Ermmmmm, sale kali ni nad rase x sebest sale mase bulan 4 this year if xsilap nad.
Mase sale bulan 4 tu..rasenye banyak gak nad dapat borong baju zaras.
Tak tau la kot this time nad gi ramai org dh rembat...so choice n size dah xbape ade.

Since we are going to Krabi & Korea InsyaAllah next year..hubs suggested to get a baby carrier.
Its VERY HARD to travel around with 2 strollers i tell u...
Just imagine how we want to travel with our luggage bag..2 strollers...babies bag etc??
Hahaha..sape nak carru sume tu?
So hubs cakap kite travel pakai 1 stroller je senang...pastu pakai 1 carrier.

End up kiteorg bli Baby Bjorn.
Harge nad dapat dlm rm350.
Memule hubs try pakai mothercare nye carrier.
Lepas tu die ckp carrier tu cam lembut n xbape nak support tulang baby.
And die rase xbape comfy nak carry baby...
So bile die pakai baby bjorn die ckp mcm comfy skit n padding tu ade to support baby's back bone.

So enuff shopping for this month eh zaras..dah byk dah tu...

baby sitter or nursery????

Nad dh bape ari dh unpaid leave nih..nak masuk 3 ari dh...since last Friday.Last Friday Zara's dh Alhamdulillah 5 months and she's healthy. Syukur sgt2 coz Alesya xde problem Kat jantung. Dear readers...premature babies mmg byk Sgt kwn jage.since dieorg lahir xcukup bulan so Kdg2 organ n body system blom well develop. During last month Nye check up..doc ade dgr mcm sound Kat jantung alesya..so doc suruh closely monitor.mmg mase tu Doa Dan tawakal je yg nad ade.nad n family berdoa Sgt spy my twins sihat sentiasa. Alesya Alhamdulillah xde masalah jantung juz Arissa ni nak kne tunggu check up on 15th November ni.last check up and scan...otak arissa cam ade air skit. Doc ckp coz die premature...so otak tu xsempat nak tutup habis.InsyaAllah air dlm otak tu makan hilang sendri but still kne fully monitored. Korang sume tlg Doakan for my twins eh. Sape yg ade anak premature tau la cmne dugaan n ujian jage preemie babies. Doc ckp perkembangan zaras Sgt bgs n sihat...so InsyaAllah nothing to worry. Ok..bab baby sitter...nursery...maid...foooohhhhhh...mmg dh x larat!!!!! Nad dh 3 Kali tukar maid.1st maid umo 19!!!! Aiyooo..aku nk tgl anak kot..Bkn tgl anak pantang...ape yg 19 year old girl can handle???? Lagi lagi nak jage twins...it's not ez ok! 2nd maid nad die ckp xlarat nk jage twins...tu pon nad dh dpt agak coz mase die sampai umah nad...keje die melepak n tgk tv!!!! Bole situ tgk tv...ko ni nk dtg keje ke nk vacation uits???? Pastu byk Kali nad tgk die mcm x careful with the babies... Lepas susu xreti nk burp...pegang babies mcm kekok...aku nk histeria mengajar die cmne nk jage babies... Yg 3rd maid plak...keje ok..but she's having prob with her passport..so kne balik indon. U ols..nk amik maid bukan murah ye..beribu kot kne byr... Hmmmm..pastu nad ade few experienced plak dgn baby sitter. Ade yg Sgt ok...tp due to her commitment..die xleh nak jage twins forever...ade yg hurtful experienced pon ade ok... Pe korang rase bile amik anak Kat baby sitter..Shari kepala benjol..Shari jari berdarah...pastu laki calar la...Aduhhhhhhh..mcm2!!!! Kite pon jd xsnang ati kan? Bile Tanya seems like die xaware babies cmtu...aik???? Wiggins blom lasak lagi..mustahil la diwali guling or jatuh sendri kan????? Sape sanggup nak tgl anak dgn org kan? That's the difficult situation every mom's have to bear... Nad rase since few days nad unpaid leave n jage dieorg Kat umah...they seems happy...kalau x..bile letak je dlm basket dieorg tu...muke memasing dh monyok! Owhhhh..babies do have feelings tau..dieorg bijak!! How I wish n I wish I cud take care of twiggies...but unfortunately..hubby blom well stable. I mean...kalau nad benti...InsyaAllah hubby bleh tanggung basic necessities...tp x bleh merah.nanti xle nk mkn sdap2...xle nk g klcc bile weekend...xbleh nk travel Atleast once a year...n nanti x leh nk blikan twiggies mcm2... And yg plg penting..nanti twiggies x leh minum susu yg bgs..pakai pampers yg bgs...gi jumpe doctor yg bgs... And yes..medical twiggies Sgt Mahal coz even dieorg selsema n demam..nad mmg makan bwk dieorg jumpe paed.since dieorg preemie babies..I juz don't want to take a risk buy bringing them to normal clinic. No...I'm not being paranoid..juz I will make sure my twins gets the best in everything InsyaAllahhh Korang sume tolong Doakan nad eh...nad harap Sgt nad makan dpt keje lain...nad harap Sgt dpt gaji lebih...Ermmmmm nad skang tgh pk2 nak anta nursery or baby sitter? Nad nak anta kt adni kt melawati tu..tp toooo badddd..dieorg dh penuh till 2013!!!! Ermmmmm..mane nk nak cari nursery lagi area melawati..batu caves or keramat??? Ade gak kwn kwn ckp better anta nursery coz kt nursery ade program for stimulating...ade nursery yg Siap ajar the babies flash cards...music n etc. Menarik gak kan? Tp ade jugak org ckp mcm it's too early to let the babies blajar...biar dieorg member naturally as babies.. Korang rase cmne? U ols anta anak kt nursery or baby sitter? Cube share skit.. Tq darlingssss...